My Blog

  Monday was tutorial day, since 1st week no tutorial, I went to visit my FYP tutor to start work on 1st day of School.. But NaHhh.. Haven’t even start on anything.. Not even my report.. Too Lazy to read those reference I printed out in Library.. Promise to start writing something during my weekends.. Went for Junyang Concert with my OG.. It was fun, we sabo our GL to play games during the concert.. 3 out of 5 contestants were from CAC FOC..haha.. We took Photo with Superband contestant from Jin Bao Yue Twang.. The funny thing is that he see me in lecture before during year 1 but I never notice him, he is currently in MAE 4th yr.. I’m too infamous.. haha.. After that, we went to Jurong extention for supper.. Wow, met up with 2 OG including all the Seniors at the hawker.. Then we went back for the Combine school bash at nanyang audi.. Most left early becos the live band was like shit.. Although they are from Wala Wala.. Shd invite E.I.C instead of that gal.. Left around 8 of us.. Then came the clubbing part.. Shiok !!! All the songs are the usual top 40, Retro.. But left around 1am.. Too shack !!! Next morning got 3 lectures..

  Each lecture was even more boring then the next.. Wah.. Can’t keep my eyes open.. But forced myself.. Since its introduction, so still ok if I absorb less then 10% of Lectures.. Software Lecture Sux !!! Dunno wat the Lec want us to study at all.. Wow !!! its been awhile since I went for MLT for lectures and see its full house.. As usual, I glance around for pretty gals.. haha.. Since combine with Poly batch for the 1st time.. To my disappointment, I think my freshies are so much better.. haha.. Engineering, what do you expect ??? My freshies are mostly from NBS.. Shd have join Freshman orientation camp since yr 1.. hehe.. To open my social of friends although I got many associate already .. But no regret joining it in yr 3.. Get to know alot of nice and funny people.. Wah that why my PHD cousin advice me not to choose a gal from Engineering.. I think I have to go for SDU or find Wafer fab operators.. hehe.. ArgHhhh..

  Went for the last Senior gathering at SAC for buffet.. Not bad.. I think as an SA, I know both side of the camp.. Seniors, GLs, Main & sub com.. Manage to talk cok lar.. Kao my buddy say I’m interested in one of the committee member.. But not true lar.. But she really meet my benchmark.. Not the pretty , sweet type.. But got the height & eyes I looking for.. But never get to know her during the camp.. The only gal I left out.. Too Shy, later kanna sabo and she not incharge in my OG & super low profile.. But its ok.. Everything is faithed.. But now my main objective is to Study and grad 1st.. My uncle game to my hse one day, and give me a Serious advice.. Earn & have a career 1st before finding a Girlfriend.. My uncle is not very educated but from his serious tone, I sense the importance of his advise.. To be honest I don’t mind people joking at me for not having GF, its okay as long as i love my life.. But I swear never to be Single all my life.. 1stly I love setting up a family (Family life), & I love babies (Kids)..

  Oh Yah !!! One day I was pondering about something.. Regarding the Character I have.. I have many different clicks of friends.. Not every close nor far.. I seldom like to keep close friend, maybe only my 2 buddies.. So I was thinking if one day, I really fall in Life.. I confirm sure have no friends to come lend me an helping hand.. Face it, In Reality, when you are in deep shit, no one really bothers.. Maybe those i help in the past wwll come.. Maybe my 2 buddies only if they are capable of helping.. So I promise myself that I will not fall so easily and try taking risk in my life (Like Speculating shares, Gambling, business venture).. I just want a simple life & lead a peacefully Life.. Aiya.. Friends when come to Fun, they are Superb friends.. When come to working, money, committment, they change completely.. Most only want the best for themselves.. Reality Sux !!!

  Another think I find it irritating and furious is, when I ask a question, please F**king Reply.. You think I ask for the fun of asking or finding opportunities to chat with you.. Hell to you.. I always ask for a reason.. Sometime it may sound stupid but I just want to clear my doubt or need to find the answer for my friends.. I nlove asking question during tutorial, so I do not fear Michael Cheng of HRM.. HR stills are my greatest asset or how to get A for I.A.. haha.. I not eloquent in my presentation, so only can score by HR and Streetwise move.. Please wake up your bloody idea if you ignore answering my Question, Dunno say Dunno, I can ask others.. Try asking a Question infront of a Wall.. At Least you get an echoe as reply.. Some people should really go through some moral value upgrading or maybe their brain got burnt from having too much fun.. 4 year in university and still dunno how to F**king use the brain.. Lucky I still manage to find the Answer from other friend..

Another trend I notice is Undergrad are now all driving.. And not cheap old cars like mine.. But brand new cars which cos 5 to 6 time more then mine.. KaoZzz.. Now parenting are pampering their kids.. Mine is consider a family car beocs its the only car my Family have, although my father drove a Van.. But I’m proud of my Startlet.. I think I fetched may friends home with it.. Good Car.. Just admire what other have and you don’t.. Never get jealous, just work hard and eventually you will get something better then it.. Cheers.. And Good Luck for our Studies !!! (",) 

Setting myself 10 goals to achieve by the age of 30…

Better write down or I will forget…

1. To set up a family ( Wife & 1 or 2 Children) by 30 (Faith).

2. To be a top flight Sale Engineer in the Semicon Industry or set up my own business after 3 years in the semicon industry.

3. To organise a trip for my whole family (incl parents & sibiling’s family) to Korea.

4. To pay back all my study loan & clear my parent’s debt.

5. To get a Honda Civic or Toyota Altis (Better Car).

6. To earn $10K/mth by then.

7. Finish paying half the instalment of my 5 room executive.

8. Give my parents a grand birthday in restaurant (at least 20 tables).

9. Get 2nd Upper or 2nd Lower honours for my degree (Short Term)

10. Trying to fulfil all my previous 9 goals (Cross my Heart)

  I know is impossible, but I will try.. Nothing is impossible.. Want to give my parents a comfortable life after they suffer so much.. I will do it the honest & earnest ways which they always taught me.. I believe in Luck, Timing. opportunities & finding the right person.. My Ancestors & God will bless me.. If I can’t achieve, so be it, as long as my family have good health & happiness, I’m happy.. Really hope I can achieve the 10 goals I set for myself for the next 5 years of my life.. 1/4 century old & I’m still earning nothing, full of debt & Single.. Hope to make my future more meaningful.. Cheers (",)   

  This is my 1st time joining a Freshman Orientation Camp & maybe the Last.. I join as a Senior Attach this year.. It was awesome !!! We got both the Best OG & even the best freshie for the Camp.. All our effort and teamwork paid off.. We were the most united & fun OG in the camp.. Many OG look with envious toward us.. haha.. Got my GL and Me mah.. No lar.. Everything boils down to how sporting & spontaneous youp Groups member are..

Day 1:

  We were suppose to gather the freshies at Boonlay MRT, but as I was driving, I end up in school to wait for them at the LT.. Wow, surprisingly this year there were clos to 100 freshies in the camp.. My OG came in last as they took the last bus.. When came to ice breaking, my GL told me to take the lead to organise them & get them to interact, but really thank to GL to give me so much power in this camp.. I started the ball rolling, it was difficult at 1st but after i let them feel ease by playing some interacting game, everyone started to warm up.. We came up with some cheers.. Heng !!! I still remember some during my 1st 3 mth JC.. The 1st game was tour de NTU where we have to search for locations in NTU and complete mission.. Wow, Never run for 6 mth, It was the 1st time I run so much.. haha.. My OG went the whole course, since its the 1st day, I try to lead them.. And of course we won.. As the game progress, mygroup took more initiative, more leaders step up and lead, I was damn happy.. Other OG think we are attention seekers, but nah.. We are just wild, we were the 1st to do forfeit with other OG.. My nickname to tekan King.. Evil at forfeit.. Kanna once too.. haha.. The nite game went all the way to 3am.. Shack !!! Fetched my GL, SA, buddy home after that…

Day 2:

  I came to school at 10am for the pool games, lucky there was sun, they started early so i miss the 1st games.. Join them during the rest of the games.. haha.. Kanza(OG name) lost most of the games at pool.. Boh Bian my team are all physical smaller in size, even the girls.. Glad that my gals were super on and always come out with new cheers & ideas.. After that we went to the grand stand for lunch, we saw Sport Camp playing some Take Off clothes came (Damn stupid Lar).. Sport camp are like Army camp (70% guys & 30% posers).. They make the guys strip to their trunk (lucky is trunk and not go comando) and parade in the field.. Haha.. I find this people have fucking no pride.. Worst I saw the Fucking Peeping Tom joining as one of their OG leader.. Still got the fucking guts to join.. I told my camp about him during our lunch.. At 1st want to Ma lu him infront of his camp..but my aiya, don’t so bad, just speak louder and hope he can hear we suaning him hehe.. I damn evil to people who spoil the name of EEE & NTU.. He fucking got a white and pervert face.. Feel like wacking the shit out of him.. So wat he is nice.. A Peeping tom is always a peeping tom.. Don’t tell me freshies from sport camp dunno.. haha.. if you peep in sec sch, u got public caning.. In NTU you peep, you just ban from hall and your fucking stupid committee will buy a motorbike for you (Maybe he shared the peeping video with them).. haha.. But he make my lunch enjoyable as i disturb him like nobody business and spreading to my camp his fucking stories.. After lunch we play some games which have inter OG interaction… Nite game came next..haha and its time to run and search for game master and inter OG competition.. Damn Funny, my OG lost most games but never lost in Cheer.. My vocie gone after that day.. What does the Banner in the Sky Say : KAnZa !!!!  The Team Spirit was at its High again..

Day 3:

We start of with amazing race, my team got the lead by finding the Flag in NTU 1st but they want to take the bus from the previous Bus stop so no t so many people and end up missing it and the 2nd OG took the lead.. But we manage to took the same MRT.. 1st checkpoint is settler in Holland V.. We were at the last fell cabin of MRT so we went out the station later then the other group.. We took different path to settler.. We run like nobody business.. When come to Holland V, nobody know it as well as my group.. I go for Lunch there during I.A so know how to cut through the HDB Flats.. We manyage to get to settler 1st and was panting like mad..haha.. There were many games at many checkpoint & we learn some funny war dance.. The last check point was sentosa where we have to rescuea team member by building raft and paddle over.. Siong for the Peddler.. but We came in 1st.. The programmer never expect us to come in so early and were halfway through their lunch..haha.. KanZa Rock !!! In the nite, there was fright nite.. Haha.. My programmers told me to frighten my member with ghost stories… haha.. I no stories so just told them wat the may expect inside and since it 7th mth, easier to frighten them.. Evil me made one of my member cry with my words.. Wow I got such convincing power.. hehe.. Miss the Fright nite cos have to leave Sentosa to get ready for GE paper the next day.. SianZzz

Day 4:

I couldn’t study at home as my mind was still with the team who were at Aloha play Special Partner (SP) & War games.. Don’t how were they then.. Went fo the stupid paper and left early since I dunno wat to write but open book so just write whatever i think is right.. Never even put in effort to think.. Went back to the camp at Suntec for the SP dinner at Olia.. The ambience was superb for a date.. Food so-so only.. Surprise to see Jean (one of my OG member) dress so beautifully as she always like tomboy like that (But she is straight) So went to disturb her.. Want to let her pair win the most compatibility ciuple but she smart.. runaway before we could ask her out.. But We manage to get top 2 couples.. My guys have charm just like me.. That why 1st day i told them to name our group Kanzanova (Represented by Rose).. You know me lar, always come out with creative thing haha.. We went DXO next.. haha.. Naughty me gang up with 2 guys to make Jean drink until she High.. Then we went dance floor to dance.. 6 mth since I last went clubbing.. Damn Shiok.. My buddy say I really enjoy that nites.. My OG all went down to the dance floor and programmers, Guys all came to join us.. Surprisingly the whole Dance floor were full.. I even share $$$ with my buddy to buy 2 Jug of housepour & share with my OG.. Wild to the Max !!! Went back to aloha next.. (Forget to bring back my shoes.. lucky it an old one)..

Day 5:

We started at Aloha with Mass Dance… Shack !!! as I never sleep much.. And we left for Sentosa again.. During the bus trip to Sentosa, Since 2 OG were on the bus, I started my rubbish again, and let them pair inter OG couple to sing duet.. So that the day wouldn’t start of cold.. haha.. When we reach Sentosa, we were participating in the beach games.. We lost all the games as they pair us up against the 2nd place team who got commandos where my group mostly clerks & our gals are the petite type.. haha.. During the telematch, when they were doing compine caterpilla crawl which i did during my SA camp (Damn Xiong).. I was too engross in winning that i motivated them too loudy that Jean got angry from as she scratch & injured herself during the game.. So have to go over & say sorry and make up.. Then she told me her parent don’t let her stay hall.. But I told her its for her own good (Cos I saw many case from my female friend, who cannpot control their freedom).. Then wierd thing is 2 OGs leader cam towards me and ask me why my OG not preparing for Cheer Wars and still playing around.. haha.. They want us to get the Best OG and beat the 2nd one.. So we allied.. The 2nd OG (Except for the GL) was preparing their cheer since morning but their winning attitude got over them that they become very implusive so the other 2 OG doesn’t really like them..haha.. We started to prepare our cheer and you see the teamspirit during preparation.. Wow really touch me.. Then we play some lame game, which I dunno how to play and it was rather stupid.. like 1+1=20 etc haha.. That got the OG crazy and wild by guessing the answers haha.. Then We were the noisest OG even on the sentosa bus to our dinner location.. Other OG were curious as why my OG get so wild and work up haha.. Fun !!! Even at the dinner, we were still playing those lame game to disturb those who still dunno how it works.. haha.. Next is the Cheer War.. The 1st line up was my buddy OG against the 2nd OG.. When they cheering. Me and the other OG help up my buddy OG to drown the 2nd grp OG voice.. haha.. And they lost.. Kanza won their 1st match.. Then we line up against my buddy team.. GL & Senior cannot be involve.. So I just cheer them with action.. You see how my gals scream.. Superb !!! And We Won again.. Damn Shiok.. Last game we also win… Shout until we have no voice left.. We end the Camp with a High.. And Got the Best OG… KAnza Number 1 !!! 

Really Enjoyed the camp & how we bond as one, just like one family… Hope to join one more next year before I grad.. But it will never be the same like this one.. Thanks GL for Giving me so much power.. My main GL told me that we won because of me.. But nah.. It the Team that work hard and fight hard… All the way KanZa !!! Let our fighting spirit goes on forever..

  I didn’t know so many people read my blog.. Somemore commented on my lousy English.. Haha.. Boh Bian leh.. My GP D7 or will end up in NUS rather then NTU.. But my 1st choice is always Engineering regardless of Uni I choose.. My Interest.. haha.. Not I don’t have a choice like what I heard a Million time during my 3 years of studies in Uni.. Choice is yours.. Like Worker Party’s Slogan : You have a Choice..

  Wow.. This holiday should be one of the best holidays I’ve spent.. So many gathering, Big or Small.. But all damn enjoyable.. Went swimming with my friend Xinli after school, and befriend one Uncle Andy,52.. When I borrow a Leg Float from him & ask him to teach me Front Crawl.. We spent 2 hrs talking rubbish, politics, values etc.. He must be damn rich, an ex oil trader & a current Antique shop owner.. Kao !!! I dunno why anywhere I go, I sure meet up with new people.. But Nice man.. Taught me about working life and future commitment.. It may be possible that he will be my benefactor in the future..

  Another Surprise is that I got A for my industrial attachment.. Whoo Hoo !!! Closer to my 2nd Lower Honour.. I think with my below average result, I’m currently lying in the 3rd Class or Pass with Merit category.. Which is honestly useless for a 4 year Engine course.. If I get that type degree, i got no one to blame but myself for playing too much and not putting enough effort.. If my FYP got A then guarantee I will get my 2nd lower or maybe better.. that why I’m working hard for my FYP which hold a very heavy weightage.. Wish me Luck !!!

  What I want to say is the reason I got A for I.A is due to my HR skill & a little of Xiao Chong Ming.. I act before the rest of my I.A collegue acts.. I’m more outgoing & will plan my move before I execute since got 6 mth, another thing is I Lucky to have "Ren Yuan" & Luck which what my mum told me that is important to succeed in life.. My birth date & time I born was picked by my mum becos I was born by operation so can choose the time and date… My mum use the lunar calendar & choose the date for all my sibilings.. So all of us got Ren Yuan & many Benefactor even if we are poor.. HR skill is super important not in studies but also working life & how to maintain long lasting friendship.. I may be a Joker to most of them but I gain their respect & that is important.. When you do thing honestly, even your most vital enemy will bow to you one day.. Never be crooked, Never go against your believe.. If you fall, just be it, pick yourself up again & continue to fight.. Who in life never Fail before ???

  Uncle Andy told me to go for inner value, he say that value will never change but exterior will change all the time.. Maybe for better or Worst.. He told me how he was con in business, how to act before other people act & learn from others.. I was watching a documentary on Adam Khoo.. Once my friend told me his father is a Millionaire that why he can be earn his 1st million by 26.. At first i also follow his mentality.. After the Doc, I went to digest what he said during the show.. Even if you got a rich dad, you can’t do business, you also cannot earn so much or maybe make losses.. He went through many failure before he get to where he is not.. He look like a typical Ah Beng but so what ??? He stay in private property & drive a BMW.. He start off from a small Disco DJ and save 80% of what he earn which many S’porean can’t do now.. Many spent more then they earn.. There where Failure come from.. Over-Spending.. He also have my style.. Dare to be different.. Always act before others do.. I’m a Leo.. I hate those people that like to take their own sweet time looking for friends to work with them, find a job, or no initiative.. These types of people really waste precious time.. If you want to depend on others to do FYP, work together, just say that you are plain lazy or anti social.. Good thing don’t wait for you.. If i want to work in a group, I only choose the best.. Regardless or how he perform in studies, i choose a group with different skill people who are best at different field.. I’m a Super Lazy person but when I put my mind to something, I will do my very best.. The Fortune teller say I got 2 sword element in my birthdate.. So when I kill, I go for the vatal point, my weakness is my temper.. haha.. So try not to make me angry, which i seldom will..

This will be my last blog unless somethign really interesting happen or I watch some meaningful shows.. Will give a short Analogy about how to be successful in life, said by one of my GE tutor.. Leadership Values:

There were 2 degree holder holding the about similar degree applying for the same job.. One with 2nd Upper, the other with 2nd lower.. Both start of as a junior engineer.. Both were as hardworking.. 5 years past.. There were a promotion coming.. The boss told both of them to the office… By the way, the 2nd Upper work like Bull and always work OT, the 2nd lower finish his job and get well with the staff.. The boss told both of them to go to the supermarket to get a watermelon back.. Within 15min, the bull worker came back and bought the biggest watermelon he can find and told the boss the price.. 1hour later, the other worker came back and bought a watermelon which is yellow skin.. Before the boss could ask him something, he explain how he go to different supermarket and ask where to get the best watermelon and this season which type of watermelon is the sweetest.. The Bull Worker was promoted to Senior Engineer, wherelse the one who analysis before he act became the Chief Operating Officier…

The Story tell us that you can work damn hard, but remember working smart will make you climb the leader the fatest.. Human Relation skill is important.. Always not being afraid to ask for direction & question will get you where you want to go faster.. Which I always do, I hate using the Map, I rather use my mouth..haha.. Remember, I got afew friend who I see are straight distinction people, but their socialising skills are weak and always keep to themselve.. Like what my Ah Beng friend said before, these people can only sit through company pobation period after that have to change job already.. hehe… That all folks.. Hope you enjoy reading.. Will Stop for a while to concentrate on FYP, Freshman Camp, GE Exam & starting of school.. Seeya !!!

Cheers (",)

  There are many defination of a poor chap.. One of them is me.. Just donated $120 to S’pore Pools.. Lost $85 for the finals alone.. KaoZzz.. Kelong.. Bookie earn like mad according to the the rates & odds.. Although I bet from S’pore pools, I also check on Bookies rate.. When I see that Italy give 1/4 ball, I know it will be a draw game since is Italy win, bookie will lose full and draw, the rate for France is just $1.5.. Draw divide by half so bookie only lose $0.25/$1 is draw.. Aiya the whole "World Cup is Fixed".. But still people will bet lar.. haha.. No Bet No Kick when staying up late to watch football matches..

  Aiya me this poor chap have to confine myself at home to save money or not spend money.. SianZzz.. But i believe the money will comeback to me somewhere or somehow.. Like Euro 2000, I call in mediacrop & predict the full time match & for 20cents call, I won $500.. Damn Heng !!!

  Went for one Army gathering on Sat.. KaoZzz.. Spent $30 on Lunch buffet at Suntec Jap Restaurant & $10 TCC at Citylink.. We book for the Sofa seats and got wat we want.. Get to see those crowd walking pass.. Am I shallow ??? haha.. I only look at pretty babes.. Give the others a chance lar haha.. We manage to talk anything under the Sun.. History, Future, Rubbish, Girls, etc.. What an enjoyable day.. Somemore is Vincent Tan Bday.. He is someone that live in his dream and always a joy to be with, cos he never angry before..haha..

  Let talk about some poor chaps.. Firstly the Peeping Tom of Hall 8.. Nabei.. this guy dunno lucky or wat.. You know he is some president of some big club.. What my friend told me that the main committee is sponsoring & buying him a bike becos they find him innocent & he stay too far away from school.. What rubbish.. KaoZzz he is just too lazy to go Geylang to find a prositute and want to look at some exchange student FOC.. KaoZz.. Worst is the girlfriend (Bitch) cover up for him.. Disgrace EEE face, if you from my batch i definitely malu you everytime i see u, don’t care if i know u.. No Integrity & Ethic.. Somemore a bloody idiot who use a spoil cublicle to peep.. Hey dumb ass also know, no one will use a spoil cubicle to bath leh..

  Aiya alot of thing cover up in NNN.. Regarding the rape case at some hall by foreign workers.. I find it weird.. Peeping tom case so small but kanna blown up but why raping case so big matter all cover up.. Maybe to protect the student who got rape.. Or Prof want to earn money from hall so dun want to portray to others the dirty image of staying in hall.. But I want to fight the right of the students safety but my friend told me if i blow up the case and the victim decide to cover it up then NNN sure sue me for some scandal or sure find ways to manipulate and find fault to kick me out of school.. So just write in my blog lor.. This poor gal have to suffer in silence.. But gals in NNN all so young and naive.. Everytime nothing better to do and come out jogging at nite alone.. Got nothing better to do, sleep lar.. Sleep late late then don’t come for classes, that what they do best.. Or find a hall BF and spend time in his room.. Increase the declining birth rate in S’pore.. Our jobs are all taken up by Foreigners.. Help !!! haha

  Another poor chap is one of my friend… Wah sianZzz.. He is just to Nice.. & Nice guy usually don’t get the gal they want.. Almost every year he got rejected once.. KaoZzz.. No matter how the girl look like (Cos i saw soem he like before).. Shallow Me.. haha.. Maybe love is blind and people go for the inner beauty unlike me.. hehe.. He just lack the confident and self esteme.. Even as a chief in some porfolio of a committee.. He is too timid to voice out or go against for his right… If you can’t be a Leader, just be a follower.. Not everyone like me so Zai.. like real.. I heard he was being sack when doing canvassing becos he don’t dare to approach Women for sales.. Wow.. If I’m a chief like you, I sure go against that portfolio chief… Help you do canvassing also kana F & Sack, you think you who.. We are all just bloody students who got nothing better to do so join ECA.. Wat worst is that the gal he got so close with, choose one of his friends instead of him.. All his effort gone to waste.. Maybe she meant not to be yours.. But good thing is that he once told me that every rejection will make him study harder as he put all his rejection energy to his studies.. And true.. He always score damn well for exams.. Never win him once.. Blessing in disguise.. Hope he ambition come true.. That time I have to Salute to you.. & say Yes Sir !!! But please improve in you cold joke.. Or don’t say any joke.. Not only me say that.. Even the chiobu i know from your hall say that.. But they say you Mr Nice Guy… But too bad：   男 人 不 坏， 女 人 不 爱  ！！！

Its 2am in the morning, waiting for the 1st semi final match, Germany vs Italy to begin… While waiting, I recieve an msn message from my friend telling me to post a new entry.. haha.. KaoZzz !!! My Lao Ya blog also got loyal reader.. Unbelievable !!!

  Okay.. Days after I.A were great.. Since its the World Cup Season & I’m top poor to affort to subscribe to SCV, I went to Larry house almost every match niteZzz just to catch some football action.. Of Course must be alittle, or no motivation to keep awake..haha (Is $10 per match betting, consider Big ???) Manage to break even after winning Afew bucks… NiteSss at Larry house was fun.. Me, Hao & him will play winning 11 during match interval or half time.. I think his father enjoy having me making so much noise during the match.. haha.. Like what Larry say.. External Voice from Bukit Batok.. haha.. To my surprise Chua Chu Kang residents so quiet one..

  Went for some mini outing with my Secondary friends.. Can say that we know each other for more then 10 years.. We are like sis & bro during our sec sch days.. We like to suan one another & always looking for new entertainment to find out.. My closes buddies RQ & LQ have found their Cinderalla & Prince Charming already.. RQ is Marrying Next March.. So Blessed.. he had also applied for a new flat.. As for LQ, I intro him my army friend & glad that they are so bonded together.. I think will hear from her wedding bell soon.. Both are my longest companion. I’m like a little brother to them in sec sch.. Without them, I think I won’t be that street wise & courages to do things which I dare not when I was young.. We are not smart, clever or rich.. But all of us value our life & friendship.. Great to know them..

  Finally, I promise to swim twice a week after I.A, & manage to fulfil my promise.. haha.. But never slim down, only become darker.. hehe.. Holidays went for soccer, swimming & Bball.. Become rather sporty.. But it was great.. Oh Ya !!! Even went out with some JC friends.. and did some Singtel Roadshow to earn extra Cash.. Got to take photo with Jamie Yeo.. She is Gorgeous.. Her Figure & Height Damn Superb.. Luck Glenn Ong.. hehe.. Started my FYP too.. Learn how to operate the machine & was told what to do for FYP.. Must sumit introduction, Lit Review & Reference before school reopen.. Went to library and search for 3 hours.. KaoZzz.. My FYP is still on research, cannot find much reference.. Jia Lat !!! Report how to do.. I damn Lazy somemore haha..

  BTW Life have been great so far.. When having my meal in canteen A alone today, I saw this gal buying food from the chicken rice stall.. Wow.. The kind of girl, I’m looking for.. Not model like but able to present herself well.. Never get to know her.. Cos I was planning what to search for my FYP & thinking of wat to present during my Marketting presentation on Thursday.. HaiZzz, another chance just flow away.. Nevermind, I believe in Faith.. Maybe its have not arrived yet.. I’m only 24, going 25 in a couple of days… Still Young and Agile… Don’t need to be desperado.. haha.. Sound like me ??? hehe.. okay.. Thats all folk.. Soccer starting in 10 min times.. A Leoperd will never change it spots.. A Lazy person will always be Lazy.. A Naive person will never be Mature.. Thats true.. However  男人不坏, 女人不爱.. Trying to be a Evil ManZzz.. Like Real !!! Like what Jacky Wu always say : 您真内行 !!! Salute

  CoolZzz !!! Its my last day of work eventhough its only Thursday… Will not be coming for the last day on Friday.. Never regret choosing my company for industrial attachment.. Learn alot about Wafer Fabrication & get to experience what I’m intending to do for my Future.. Sensfab, You RockXxx !!!

  Been influence by the World Cup Fever recently.. Had been going to Larry House to watch the matches.. Even till 5am in the night.. Every half time, we will choose the same teams to play Winning Eleven 10.. SianZzz, most of the time, I’m at the loosing End.. My defence SuXxx.. haha

  Lucky I got my beloved Starlet to bring me to his house every nite or have to waste money on mid night Cab.. Went for Supper after Spain amazing match at Lot 1 KopiTiam.. Talk some cok with Hao & Larry.. haha.. Never Never Bet on World Cup.. All Fixed lar.. Can watch for Entertainment value.. Poor Larry lost close to $300 after Germany Match.. For me so far I lost $31.50 haha.. France make me lose.. Kelong !!! I bet because it will bring excitement when watching or no point watching at all.. haha

  Tonight will be watching England match.. Hope they don’t disappoint me again.. Go Go Owen.. Crouch have to rest lar, his chopstick leg no use, and he head with his face instead of his head.. haha.. Wow !!! Actually not addicted to soccer, just like to mixed with my buddies and spend time watching and playing Winning 11.. My life not exciting one.. But Monday going to KTV.. Joey bringing some gals.. Hao can sing his Duet again (He prefer to sing with his Tampinese interest).. haha.. SianZzz this weekend cannot work for Singtel because its ICC roadshow & I’m not train in it.. No Extra allowance.. Anyone got Parttime or Temp Job till August can give me a call.. I’m willing to work for minimum $6.50/hr weekdays & $8/hr weekend..

  Luckily, I was at home yesterday, my uncle brought some medcine which cost $40.. My sis don’t have cash & parents both at work.. I dig out my angbao saving and passed to him.. He saw my car and told me my bonnet is flooded with water.. Spend hours cleaning the spare tyre & bonnet..haha.. Oh Yaaa.. While digging for money, i came across my Elder Brother’s Ang Bao.. which I never open at all, till now.. He wrote a note and bless me to find a Girlfriend Soon.. haha.. Okay, will listen to his advice.. Hope to find someone like my sis in law or my Mum.. Both Beautiful & Thoughtful..

  One day, my mum told me something which I told her not to worry.. My grandma as usual spike my mum again.. Telling her that the my Uncle Pastor’s Son got a Girlfriend which stay in Terrace house and drive a big car to school everyday etc.. Aiyo.. Ma, don’t care what people have.. We will earn our way up.. Got money so What ??? Also cannot bring along with you after death.. We come into this World naked, and we leave the World naked..

Yah Hor.. Why do evil people always get everything ??? I really don’t get it.. They got the money, the gal, the looks etc.. haha.. Poor Lawson have to suffer from these material wants silently..haha.. But I got my family & friends.. Maybe I haven’t meet my so call "Yuan Fen" yet or walk pass it everytime.. Going to 25, still young lar.. Ai Zai !!! When you are afraid, you will not get what you want more.. KaoZzz.. Hao told me not to press the rejection Button anymore.. haha.. I not handsome or good , where got chance to reject people haha.. Maybe people reject me sound better off.. haha.. Look me too up..

  This maybe my last blog or I will write less when attachment ends.. haha.. Really enjoy writing blog.. Can be true to myself, can express whatever I think.. Those reading my blog.. Wish me luck in my search for my Cinderalla.. haha.. Btw my birthday coming.. 20th August haha.. Proud of this day.. hehe.. Never have any major celebration before (Opps, No indication).. Sad Case.. Except for 1 years old Birthday.. hehe.. Mostly spend my bday with close friends.. My birthday wish is to bless my Family with Good Health & Happiness.. Love them all, which I dare not say verbally to them.. Cannot let go my Pride & Ego leh.. haha.. NEver a Romantic Lawson.. Always Dull hehe…

  And thanks those friends who kept me company on MSN during my I.A days.. And those supporters of my blogs.. Remember my blog are all my personal views and not directed at any persons, religions or things.. Keep an open Mind !!!

Bless all of You !!!

Cheers (",)

  Last Thurs & Friday took unpaid leaves to work for Singtel at Swiss Hotel.. Some SMC Biz Fair… Not bad.. Got free food, somemore hotel cater food.. Manage to sell 20 or more sets of mobile phone for both days.. Mostly Nokia 6280.. Wow, met alot of new friends too (Some Chio & heard alot of interesting Halls’ stories) On the whole, the whole thing was Superb.. Notice that almost all the part-timers are Uni grad.. So common nowaday.. Degree become something not special anymore, maybe something to give you a secure iron rice bowl..

Sat went for my grandma’s Birthday, as usual i never really like going to those Big house which bring back alot of hatred & bad memories.. My brother get to show off Baby Janelle since they had not seen her for 3 month or so.. Lucky got World Cup England match or the day will be damn boring.. But England played like Shit.. Wasted my time watching.. On that day, the cousin that i trusted most (PHD) asked me to look for a Girlfriend soon, someone with Good Character and inner beauty.. Haha.. I told him that i still go for looks abit (Height is important to me).. He told me that Plain Jane can liao (He told me don’t go for too bad looking also.. haha), don’t be fussy, must go for character more important.. Yah, I know its true.. The fact that I looking for someone that can go through Hardship (I hate Lazy and spoilt Bastard, like one of the part-timer I work with last week, thinks she damn good and got money, she say she work because she give the agency face.. KaoZzz.. F U.. The whole Team never like your F**king attitude.. Somemore want to be a Primany School teacher and go for further studies in Aust after graduating from NBS.. Rich F**king Bastard.. Pls spare a thought for those who are poor when you speak.. F U.. Speak with so much Ego & arrogants.. haha.. Lucky I’m team leader eventhough you work longer then me.. Or Jialat liao..) & not those that feed by a silver spoon since young.. I very fussy when come to choosing a partner.. I rather have none then to choose someone that can ruin my family or my Life.. I’m not handsome, but I can choose mah.. haha

Sun, went to Larry’s house with Yuanhao for some World Cup action.. Holland’s match was boring, but Mexico’s Match was full of Flair.. I went home after halftime.. Cos today have to work at 8am.. Damn SianZz.. Need to endure one more week.. Slept less then 5 hours before coming to work.. I hope today will be a pleasent day.. Will miss Baby Janelle for 1 weeks, cos my bro bring his whole family to KL for a week.. haha.. SianZzz.. 5 more days to end of I.A.. How I wish it ends earlier.. Cheers (",)

  Went for CAC Senior Attach Camp.. Found it to be Fun since its my 1st time joining a school camp.. Hao & Me joined after I jio him to come with me.. During the 2 days camp, I think we walk close to 20km of road, Swim under torching 12pm Sun.. haha.. Now my body damn painful, what worst is the skin starting to peel off.. OucHhh !!!

I promise to improve my freestyle.. No matter how fast I swam is breast stroke, even faster then the free, what count is the pattern.. haha.. I remember I got alot of swimming certs when I’m in Primany School.. Bronze, Silver, Gold and  even 15km endurance swim haha.. Love swimming, Love the Sun etc.. Never go for Gold Star cert & Life Saving cause I find that knowing how to swim can liao.. I never manage to complete a 50m in butterfly.. No abs strength, cannot manage to push my upper body up.. But if challenge endurance in the pool, I confirm won’t lose..

During the camp, get to play many games, prefer to play those brain games as I solves most of them.. As for amazing race, No Kick.. With me & Hao around, any part of Singapore and fastest and shortest route all in our memory ram.. KaoZzz.. When they saw the Clark Quay and Big Bird clue, my team all wanted to go to Clark Quay station, I’m the only one against it as I know the Big Bird Statue is at Raffles place, Lucky they follow my advice or have to walk extra.. Leg aching by then liao..

Went to watch X Men III yesterday with Hao, Larry, Ruishi & Joey.. Lousy show, if you follow the comic since primany school.. Too Brief, still prefer Da Vinci Code.. This Thursday & Friday will be taking leave from I.A to work for Singtel at Raffles Conventional Hall (Swiss Hotel).. My Supervisior don’t approve me to take leave and was angry, saying I took too many (maybe 5 days in 6 mth).. SianZzz, then I told him that I fill up the leave form and take unpaid leave and get it sign by my Manager so he don’t need to hold responsibility & he accept.. Heng ManZzz.. I rather sacrifice $40 to earn $160 at the road show.. I dare to take off because I summit my accessment form and report last week already.. 16 June will be my last day for Attachment.. Freedom from 8am to 5pm Job.. Can look for more parttime jobs to add to my allowance for final year.. Can’t wait for the actual Freshman Orientation Camp too.. This time I get to choose the games I want to play.. Swimming confirm onZzz.. haha

My Brother EEE year 2 result is finally out.. When I was in office, I recieved an sms from him telling me he got 5 A+ & 4 B+, telling me how lucky he was.. I was so happy and proud when reading the sms that my tears almost drop.. He really put in alot of effort, all paid off (Not all Luck).. What my family gone through have really inspire my siblings & me to work hard to provide a good life for our parents in the future.. I hope my brother can be a Prof and be the first Prof in our family bloodline.. That will be the greatest Pride to our Family.. First my Elder Bro got PSC scholarship follow by my Younger Brother who may get 1st class.. I know I’m not smart or clever so I work super hard to stay on in University, hope to get a 2nd Lower and above..

Its time to plan for my route of advancement for the future.. During the camp, I notice that Beauty doesn’t really be on the surface only, sometime is how the person behave & express.. Presentation of oneself is important.. First thing on my mind now is to clear my FYP with Distinction at the same time finding someone nice to settle down.. But now is to get more parttime Jobs and have some fun for this Inter Sem Break.. A break is neccessary to make one walk a longer distant.. Cheers (",)