DVD Weekend + Shoes
Spend Fri & Sat watching DVD (Da Chang Jin) with my brother.. Can’t wait to know the development story by waiting evey night for Channel U to broadcast.. The storyline was amazing, I truely encourage all my friend to borrow the DVD or VCD to watch.. We watch from 10pm to 9am for the 2 days.. haha..
The story really show what reality looks like in this World. The Good & Evil side of mankind.. How the Rich & Powerful got their ways of life by using their evil tatics.. How the poor & weak got to suffer to climb their way to the top.. How discrimination dampen unity & cause jealousy among one another.. How a king with so much power have to give in to the ministers eventhough he was right.. How Love have to go through so much unpleasent events before it blossom.. How people use ones’ parents to pressure the son into doing something wrong.. AiyAaa.. I cannot say the story in my blog as many of my readers haven’t watch finish the watching the drama.. Its definitely not a aunties’ watch drama, its for the youngster and the men too.. My dad also follow the drama even though he don’t watch TV, I think my dad can relate to Chang Jin’s suffering, although her was 100 time worst & she manage to succeed through sheer determination and meeting the right people at the right time.. I will pass down the DVD which I burnt out to my future generations.. Since many people later do not really know the meaning of suffering, the only way is to educate them through TV drama.. Da Chang Jin is a true story that happened in Korean’s History.. Talent can either make u greedy or helpful.. But through sheer hardwork, all odds and obstacles can be overcome.. Never use your talent as a harmful tools to gain more power, or you will never "succeed" in the end..
As I was watching DVD in the night till the next morning, I could not adjust my sleeping timing back to the normal timing I use to sleep.. I was lying on the bed pondering, then I suddenly think of what a rebellious, stubborn & strongheaded child I was.. What I always want, I must always get, my mentality.. I got a very bad temper in life.. & the only person I vent out my anger on are my Love ones like my Family & Close Friends as they usually compromise with me.. I really feel very bad.. But my Ego & Face value seldom let me give in even with the guilt I have.. But lucky I got very understanding people like them, have to sincerely thanks them.. Got one incident I really remember once which will always be with me in my Life..
It was my very first Car accident.. I just passed my Driving Test not long after 5 attempts.. Then I was anxious to drive my 1st Car to school just to show it to my friends I can drive and got a car.. Very Stupid of me.. My car that time was not easy to drive, brake was loose & no power steering etc.. My mum know that it will be dangerous for me to drive to school as she knows I’m reckless when I’m excited.. In the morning, she argued with me not to drive it was a very bad fight.. She was on the verge to beg me, I was so angry that I say I dun want to go to school. I give a stupid excuse that my easylink got no money & she went to the drawal and threw $50 at me with anger.. I did not pick up.. my elder brother who not marry yet beg me in tears to give it.. Due to my stubborn nature, I never gave in & i went to drive my car to school.. It was a very terrible mistake..
Why do I insist to drive my car to school is not to show off, but to bring someone I interested for lunch as I promised earlier.. What a naive me at that time.. I was interested in this gal where we got along pretty well during our studies, & I assume I have fallen for her, Stupid me, now I truely regret.. Some of my friends also assume that she have fallen for me and told me to take action.. My assumptions for relationships always wrong.. haha.. Always choose the wrong one, not the one I really want in life.. I regret not listening to my buddies’ advise & listen to some of my friends.. We are never compatible.. Different Religion, character, family’s background & teaching.. Maybe being in Army too long make one desperate or unwise haha.. Aiya end up never work out.. But its a blessing in disguise.. It make me think more & let me wake up.. Now I know what I really want in life and who I have always taken for granted and those that really care.. Love is definitely Blind, you know its wrong but you still go for it.. Now I will take my time to find someone really suitable before stepping into a relationship.. When you are desperate, your choice is always wrong.. I never regret knowing her as it made me stronger in term of maturity, mentality & perception.. From today onwards, I must try to control my temper & not throwing them on my loves one anymore.. Irrational is always my greatest weakest and linking to it is my over confidents.. That is where all my failures in life come from..
The accident happen when i took her with my friends for lunch and hit a trailer while doing a U turn.. Luckily no one was hurts.. God bless me, maybe my mum was praying for my safety at home.. Blood is always thicker then water, nobody will know you better then your personal family like the way I know them.. There are many regrets in life, but through these regret, you have to learn from it and not continue to do back the same mistakes..
Choosing a partner is like choosing a pair of shoes.. There are so many type of shoes around.. You may be interest in one but no money to buy (maintain).. You may admire one but after awhile you will forget that one when you are interested in another pair (like me always on the search).. You never know a pair of shoes that bite unless you test on it.. Usually expensive shoes are more comfortable (like rich gals because they already got all the material wants they want, & so will really go for someone with true Love), but sometime a pair of cheap plain shoes is as comfortable.. So take your time to search for the very pair that suits you and last for you a lifetime.. Sometime you buy the wrong shoes but still can change.. Keep a open perpective, open you scope, admire everyone you come across & take your time to anyalsis before taking action.. Better then hurting your beloved feets.. But sometime you may buy one get one free.. haha… Cheers (",)
