Archive for May, 2006

Dream Girl

Tuesday, May 30th, 2006

Wow !!!

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Found a picture of my DreamZzz Girl…

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She from Jurong Institute, but I left directly after year 1 to JJC when she enter after I left…

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Wasted or will be the First one (Due to my popularity in JI) to know her (Not fated)…

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Why I call her DreamZzz Girl because I could only meet her in my dreams.. hehe…

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Still no taker, but too bad she is a Gamer & high profile model…

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Queue must be super long.. Only in my dreams then I can be at the front of the queue..

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Dream on Lawson !!! Dream Dream Dream..

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My DreamZzz Girl’s Blog (Hope can meet & know her in Reality) GlosHhhh.. That will be Heaven (",)

http://ppgcassandra.blogspot.com/

My First Pair of Levis 501 Jeans

Sunday, May 28th, 2006

  It was a Super boring Saturday.. I wanted to go out shopping so much due to the big WHoo Whaa about the great Singapore Sales.. Both my buddies were working on that very day.. Try to contact some of my other friends to go out shopping & kanna total rejection.. KaoZzz.. SOme of them give reason of doing I.A report, which must be summited by this week.. So I accept this reason, but my conclusion is Singporean Guys don’t like to go out (Maybe its a signal indication to tell me its time to find a companion, to keep me occupied, haha).. ArgHhhh !!! Have to spend my precious Saturday at home rotting.. Worst of all.. No Show to watch on TV.. Super SianZzz.. At night feel like eating supper so drove to Bukit Timah to Da Pao Mee Goreng & Prata for my mum & siblings, Dad went for he usual Gambling outing with his Doctors friends.. haha.. At least my Dad’s Saturday got something to do.. Mine was Yuck !!! I can’t really find friends that are outgoing in term of Going outside walk walk, shop shop etc (Lucky got those Army friends or my life Sux to the Max).. I make myself a promise that I’m going to find a Girlfriend that like to go out (Shopping, KTV, Movie etc) & not those that stay at home (Boring).. That why I hate those gamers.. They rather stay at home living in their Virtual World then go out and socialise.. What is the World coming to.. Everyone life is becoming so Boring.. SianZzz !!!

  Sunday was very much better.. Recieved a call from my buddy at 6pm that my friend Chin wanted to go Taka & buy a pair of Jeans.. haha.. Finally can go out liao, & somemore the very last few hours of my precious Weekends.. The hype on Singapore Sale was more of a bullshit.. Where got Sales ??? Still all so expensive.. They raise up the actual selling price & gave a discount.. Add up still the same as before sales.. Want to bluff an Expert haha.. Marketting Stratgeties..

  Lucky my friend was a Levis’ Member , so he got 25% discount which could only be use one time only.. I was reluctant to but the 501 which I beem aiming for quite awhile.. Cos I promise myself that I will get my 1st pair of Levis’ Jeans when I started working (Career).. But the 25% discount will go to waste, so I took one to try & love it instantly (Colour and cutting).. All my jeans are less then $35.. This cost me $90 even after discount.. And my UOB bank account lest $40+ after purchasing that pair.. No regrets, since I will buy it sooner or later, why not buy it with 25% discount now.. haha.. I only shop for things with discount..

  It was around 9.30pm after staying in the Levis’ outlet.. Then both my friends never have dinner, so we decided to go Food Paradise at Wisma for makan.. Saw Topshop was still open, but couldn’t find the item which I aimed since last year.. SianZz.. Walk pass Fila & saw some Polo Tee on Sales.. Buy 1 get 2 free at $39.90.. Since I need some polo tee for school, I went in and test.. Chose 1 green & 1 Pink for myself and for my younger brother a Red one.. So my UOB account left $8 after that.. haha.. We went burger King at Cineleisure for supper.. They enjoy thei meal while we chat, Since my cash in my wallet is for my current week allowance so I decided not to get a meal & just chat.. Chat until 11pm or so, we left, since 4 of us have to work the very next day.. Super SianZzz.. haha

  Today at work, when checking both my bank accounts.. I was shock that my POSB account left $7.. My parent took out almost all my money for some urgent usuage.. I gave my mum my POSB card to use, as I hold the Debit card & have a UOB account.. Most of my saving are there for my future allowance in school.. haha.. Total amount for both account left $15.. Cannot even draw out the minimum amount.. But my mum told me before hand that she use the money for some urgent things like Car Road Tax, Bills etc.. Its ok lar.. I always believe that family money are meant to be shared in term of needs.. That why I pass my POSB card to my mum to used whenever she need to, she can use without telling me (Money can earn back but somethings can’t, must learn to share).. She say she will return me once Dad’s pay is out.. Today my friends ask me to watch X Men III.. I reject them, I think I have to confine myself at home until my next pay is out or when my dad get his pay..

  No Big deal.. I can stay at home to watch TV or sleep early.. Wah !!! Why am I sleeping lesser & lesser these few months ??? I can’t get myself to sleep early or wake up late.. I just wish tonight I can sleep by 10pm.. Super tired.. Futhermore I.A got nothing to do, Sleep also cannot.. When you are bored with nothing to do.. Time pass damn slow & damn miserable.. I just hope I.A can end earlier.. I miss my chance of earning $800+ for working 2 weeks for Singnet Roadshow at The Bookfair in Suntec.. Stupid I.A.. Or I won’t be so poor now.. Where is the Stupid Prof ??? I send him so many emails reminder to come and access me.. Once accessment is done, and evaluation by my supervisor is summited, the company don’t really involve in my grade & I can take some off days and do some parttime Jobs to earn more.. Hurry Prof, Where are You ??? !!!

SianZzz, Bored !!! God Help me…

Wednesday, May 24th, 2006

  Damn boring in office, nothing to do since my supervisor is on leave for the next 2 days.. & both my report & process all done.. Try going cleanroom, but there also not wafer lots to run.. ArgHhhh super sianZzz.. I hate rotting & prefer to do & learn new things.. I can’t see myself rotting like some of my friends.. Their life seem so worthless, only play computer games, sleep & eat.. No ambition, goals or aspiration.. How nice if I could be like them, then i will enjoy even when there is nothing to do..

  Feeling damn sleepy.. been days since i slept a full 7 hrs of sleep.. since last week (Thursday).. At first I thought this week can sleep early as I completed watch Da Chang Jin series, I was wrong.. There is always new things to look forward to.. Documentary on Leonardo Da Vinci shown on Arts Central every Wed, 10pm was Good.. Bot Da Chang Jin & Da Vinci have something in common.. Curiosity !!! They don’t stop there, they work hard to solve their curousity.. Must learn from them, they also got another thing in common.. The got the world ‘Da’ in their names.. haha

  Watched Da Vinci Code on Tuesday nite.. It was solid since i never read the book.. But What really irritating is those 3 guys sitting behind me, maybe they are hardcore Christian or what, kept on laughing and condemning the movie, saying its untrue.. Hey Christians, it time for you all to wake up lar.. You all always say bad things about my religion infront of your churches, when recruiting people on the streats or recruiting friends etc.. You all always thing your religion is the best, and there is only one God or Jesus who is the best.. Did the bible teach you to discriminate others religion ??? I read the Old & New Testsiment of the bible & i can’t remember any verse told people to do this.. Hey !!! Whether God really exist or not doesn’t matter, its a psychological shelter for you when you need one.. How could you say to us that we are praying to Mud, Clay, Wood or even Devils ??? The Cross in your Church is also made of wood.. The figures are there to symbolise the Gods, but we pray using our heart & mind to the gods above.. Like the purpose they put a cross in the church.. The worst thing they ever told me is that those that never follow their religion will go to hell & suffer.. Hey, you can go to church every Sunday for services to clear your sin and continue doing those evil deed, will you end up in Heaven just because you clear your sin ??? Its time this movie let you taste your own medicine & let you feel what you make those non christian feel when you say about their religion.. I’m not anti-Christian, but please lar, you can promote your religion but do it correctly and not by saying bad things about others religions.. Christian also got many types, some pray to Mary, some pray to God, some pray to Jesus, so who to pray to ??? Its all in you mind and heart, if religion make you a better man then its good, if you use it as a motive to make friends, find business associate, earn money and to clear your loneiness.. So be it, I don’t care, it’s your Life !!!

  The show is friction, why make so much noise when you yourselves believe that its untrue, unless you had not fully accept your faith and still in confusion.. People can say whatever about my religion, in my heart I know what my religion, believe teach me, so I ignore what others say.. I follow my faith sincerely, as long as it never ask me to do harmful things like killing, stealing etc

  Once I went to my brother’s church services.. I was curious how they manage to maintain & payed the pastors salaries inside.. I took out a pen & paper to do some accounting.. Almost everyday, there will be services, it will be cater to different group, ages, language etc.. So each day maybe a full house, the number of people add up together for all the services plus those newly recruited, Wow, alot man.. Each person pay 10% of their salary, plus those donation box they pass around every services, add up can go to few thousands or even few millions of dollars.. The rent may be subsidise since its for religious purposes.. So minus all the maintainences etc, there is always plenty nett profit.. And profits are control by pastors who like MPs, have their own family & business.. Every Humans have evil thought like what the bible say.. You thinks these pastors are not greedy and 100% perfect ??? After the services, they told us to close our eyes for 1 minute, and those that accept the religion pls stand up.. 1 minute become 10 minutes, every new believers they recruited, they enjoy extra revenues.. If you can speak well (Communication skill) and have good inter people realtionship skills, it easy to be a pastor and convince people to join.. I know many pastors that earn money through churches.. Infamous Father Kang is one obvious one.. There are many more, but no external bodies like the government to monitor them.. How do we know where the fund goes ???

  I really want to find up the finances of two famous church, City Harvest & The Rock.. How could they grow so fast and afford such expensive building and design for their churches (Few million for a building).. Why their  pastor can earn so much ( tenth of thousand $$$) ??? All this are my Curiosity like what Da Vinci & Da Chang Jin when tehy think of helping the people.. I don’t want people to be too engross in their religion that they don’t know what is happening within it.. Its unfair for the followers.. But Transparency will be chaotic, so many people choose to remain silence.. Churches maybe the latest trend for profit making, its becoming a business organisation (More & More Churches are being build).. I urge true Christians to stand up and discover the truth behind those pastors’ earning and where your donation money goes to (Hope its not another NKF which take people kindness for granted).. That goes to other religion too.. I don’t want religion to be used as a tool & not to help the people but to take from them.. God, I know you exist, please curb the current situation..

God Bless The World !!!

DVD Weekend + Shoes

Sunday, May 21st, 2006

  Spend Fri & Sat watching DVD (Da Chang Jin) with my brother.. Can’t wait to know the development story by waiting evey night for Channel U to broadcast.. The storyline was amazing, I truely encourage all my friend to borrow the DVD or VCD to watch.. We watch from 10pm to 9am for the 2 days.. haha..

  The story really show what reality looks like in this World. The Good & Evil side of mankind.. How the Rich & Powerful got their ways of life by using their evil tatics.. How the poor & weak got to suffer to climb their way to the top.. How discrimination dampen unity & cause jealousy among one another.. How a king with so much power have to give in to the ministers eventhough he was right.. How Love have to go through so much unpleasent events before it blossom.. How people use ones’ parents to pressure the son into doing something wrong.. AiyAaa.. I cannot say the story in my blog as many of my readers haven’t watch finish the watching the drama.. Its definitely not a aunties’ watch drama, its for the youngster and the men too.. My dad also follow the drama even though he don’t watch TV, I think my dad can relate to Chang Jin’s suffering, although her was 100 time worst & she manage to succeed through sheer determination and meeting the right people at the right time.. I will pass down the DVD which I burnt out to my future generations.. Since many people later do not really know the meaning of suffering, the only way is to educate them through TV drama.. Da Chang Jin is a true story that happened in Korean’s History.. Talent can either make u greedy or helpful.. But through sheer hardwork, all odds and obstacles can be overcome.. Never use your talent as a harmful tools to gain more power, or you will never "succeed" in the end..

  As I was watching DVD in the night till the next morning, I could not adjust my sleeping timing back to the normal timing I use to sleep.. I was lying on the bed pondering, then I suddenly think of what a rebellious, stubborn & strongheaded child I was.. What I always want, I must always get, my mentality.. I got a very bad temper in life.. & the only person I vent out my anger on are my Love ones like my Family & Close Friends as they usually compromise with me.. I really feel very bad.. But my Ego & Face value seldom let me give in even with the guilt I have.. But lucky I got very understanding people like them, have to sincerely thanks them.. Got one incident I really remember once which will always be with me in my Life..

  It was my very first Car accident.. I just passed my Driving Test not long after 5 attempts.. Then I was anxious to drive my 1st Car to school just to show it to my friends I can drive and got a car.. Very Stupid of me.. My car that time was not easy to drive, brake was loose & no power steering etc.. My mum know that it will be dangerous for me to drive to school as she knows I’m reckless when I’m excited.. In the morning, she argued with me not to drive it was a very bad fight.. She was on the verge to beg me, I was so angry that I say I dun want to go to school. I give a stupid excuse that my easylink got no money & she went to the drawal and threw $50 at me with anger.. I did not pick up.. my elder brother who not marry yet beg me in tears to give it.. Due to my stubborn nature, I never gave in & i went to drive my car to school.. It was a very terrible mistake..

  Why do I insist to drive my car to school is not to show off, but to bring someone I interested for lunch as I promised earlier.. What a naive me at that time.. I was interested in this gal where we got along pretty well during our studies, & I assume I have fallen for her, Stupid me, now I truely regret.. Some of my friends also assume that she have fallen for me and told me to take action.. My assumptions for relationships always wrong.. haha.. Always choose the wrong one, not the one I really want in life.. I regret not listening to my buddies’ advise & listen to some of my friends.. We are never compatible.. Different Religion, character, family’s background & teaching.. Maybe being in Army too long make one desperate or unwise haha.. Aiya end up never work out.. But its a blessing in disguise.. It make me think more & let me wake up.. Now I know what I really want in life and who I have always taken for granted and those that really care.. Love is definitely Blind, you know its wrong but you still go for it.. Now I will take my time to find someone really suitable before stepping into a relationship.. When you are desperate, your choice is always wrong.. I never regret knowing her as it made me stronger in term of maturity, mentality & perception.. From today onwards, I must try to control my temper & not throwing them on my loves one anymore.. Irrational is always my greatest weakest and linking to it is my over confidents.. That is where all my failures in life come from..

  The accident happen when i took her with my friends for lunch and hit a trailer while doing a U turn.. Luckily no one was hurts.. God bless me, maybe my mum was praying for my safety at home.. Blood is always thicker then water, nobody will know you better then your personal family like the way I know them.. There are many regrets in life, but through these regret, you have to learn from it and not continue to do back the same mistakes..

  Choosing a partner is like choosing a pair of shoes.. There are so many type of shoes around.. You may be interest in one but no money to buy (maintain).. You may admire one but after awhile you will forget that one when you are interested in another pair (like me always on the search).. You never know a pair of shoes that bite unless you test on it.. Usually expensive shoes are more comfortable (like rich gals because they already got all the material wants they want, & so will really go for someone with true Love), but sometime a pair of cheap plain shoes is as comfortable.. So take your time to search for the very pair that suits you and last for you a lifetime.. Sometime you buy the wrong shoes but still can change.. Keep a open perpective, open you scope, admire everyone you come across & take your time to anyalsis before taking action.. Better then hurting your beloved feets.. But sometime you may buy one get one free.. haha… Cheers (",)   

Complain !!!

Thursday, May 18th, 2006

  Complains Complains Complains !!! That what Singaporeans are good at.. Everyday I see people complaining on their msn nick, complain on the papers, complain infront of me etc.. Hear until sianZzz.. I do complain also, but usually not infront of people but in my blogs.. Life is alreadly so stressful,  if complain to someone, you make the person’s Life more SuXxx..

  Some people really weird.. Complain about studying, complain about working, complain about life, complain about money, complain about parents’ nagging, complain about basically anything in life.. These people should go to hell like what I say in my earlier blog.. Study also cannot, work also cannot, then what you can do ??? Rot at home.. Sometime nothing to do also complains.. What are their aim in life ??? Die early so they can stop complaining.. haha.. I think they come from places where everybody complain..

Somethings I really hate to hear in my daily Life:

1) When food is serve on the table, before taking a bite, they look at the food and start complaining that it look horrible, taste horrible & not worth their money.. Hell to these people.

2) Before any exams, before revising for it.. Complain that the modules are damn difficult, lecturers suX.. When basically they don’t attend lectures, go for tutorials, do their tutorials or even attempt to revise for the exam.. Always complain never sleep before exams and brain dead during the paper.. (I do agree but with good preparation, brain dead will never happen) These people should quit and stop wasting their papa & mama money.

3) This complain, I once use to complain but after awhile, I found its untrue.. Guys like to complain that S’porean gals are materialistic, go for guys with car, money, looks and intelligient.. Average Joe where stand a chance.. Aiya not really true lah, not all gals are like that.. There are many nice ones out there waiting to be discovered.. Don’t sample one or two and condemn all.. We guys also go for looks too.. Love can cultivate during a relationship, but looks can’t unless the opposite put in the effort to go for makeover.

  Why suddenly I come out with this blog.. I was going out for dinner with my 2 friends Lester & Larry & me Lawson.. We the 3 L went to Bukit Timah for dinner.. Have to fetch Larry with my Startlet at Clementi, so Mah Fan haha.. Lester got his new bike, I know his feeling, he want to ride more on his bike like when I got my 1st Car (We went West Coast to chat until 11pm, end up too lazy to go for work the next day).. haha.. In the Car, Larry suddenly point out one of his collegue (Both technicians).. He say that he help that collegue out of kindness to repair his machine and jokingly tell him that his machine got alot of problem (Which is true).. That collegue got angry and shouted at him.. Siao !!! People help you do things you must be grateful, you in turn shout at him.. LArry want to miss a collegue wedding just becos his afraid that may end up at the same table as that Sensitive guy.. I told him that wedding also not he marry, don’t because of that kind of bastard and never attend your friend’s big day.. Keep a open heart..

  In my life, I meet up with many many Sensitive people before and those take kindness for granted people.. Some people always ask me, why always so cold toward some people, why don’t accept the person etc.. When they go through the same shit, then they understand.. I usually will keep a distant from Sensitive people or those I don’t trust, being too close will cause you problems, just Hi Bye can liao.. Sensitive people usually are very nice to their friends.. But easily Jealous, when that happen, haha.. Anything also can happen..

   Another type of people I happen to notice in my university days are those people you cannot treat nice.. You treat nice, they think you got motive and start to think we owe them thing.. I can tell them to F off.. Lawson never owe people things.. If I do, I will return ASAP.. KaoZzz.. If you think you are damn rich , damn beautiful or damn good, there are so many better one out there.. Nice and Caring.. Wake up & stop living in you dreamland.. Face Reality..

  The last type of person I really dislike during my army and university life is those who always ask people to pay money first then take no initiative to return.. Expect the one who lend to ask back the money.. Always same excuse.. Forget.. F lar.. You got forget to eat or brush teeth ??? Usually rich bastard will do this shit.. Worst is that I intro them my friend, then know my friend for less then 1 day and use the pattern on him.. Then I have to be the middleman and get back the money.. I won’t mention names.. but you see those people who I’m close too during year 1 and now seldom associate are the one.. They are not poor, they can buy the best and most expensive things for themselves, but they got one bad habit is use other people money.. If i no cash in my pocket I will never go to place which need to spend money or borrow.. KaoZzz.. Sometime really want to give these people a tight Slap to wake up their f**King idea.. You think our money so easily earn one.. Somemore their money is parents give one, never work before, mine is all i work like shit during weekends to get one (neglect my tutorials sometimes because of work).. Usually happen to those that stay in Hall (Hostel).. No money stay at home, Save money or quit school and work.. Don’t make use of my money or my friends’ money & pretend forget to return, just because we never ask doesn’t mean we forgot, its just the few dollars show me your true character.. More and more people are behaving like that.. I can tell you.. Giving is better then taking.. 

  I prefer to be a cheerful and nice person in public. To me my reputation is every important, I took alot of effort to build it and I’m sincere towards all my friends and relative.. I hate to complain in public maybe sometime angry when my friends are late etc, We are all humans, we get angry at times, but don’t show out lar.. Discuss your problems with your parents or write it in your blogs.. or keep yourself busy with things and naturally you will forget.. Shuqiang never buy for me Nike Dunk because he sms me from hongkong that its above my budget.. haha.. But really, I don’t need a pair of shoes now.. My taste always changing, all my friends know.. Always say different girls pretty & iterested in new gals, new shoes and new clothes etc.. But I seldom buy lar.. Cos I know I will forget when I find new interesting things.. This is how I keep myself happy, always looking for new things to admire.. Why bother about the past.. Look forward & Stop Complaining !!! I love unique looks, something that can stand put in public.. I hope to find someone unique as my partner, because with my ambitious character and working attitude (minus the lazy part if i really put my mind in it), I believe one day I will make it to the top.. I want a spouse to bring up & not dampen my image (Don’t need to be pretty, just presentable can already, not those lazy looking type), I really don’t mind gals that go for plastic surgery or what.. Girls are born to look pretty.. As long as they are happy with who they are or what they have and can commit faithfully to a family life.. She must have an Angel’s heart too.. Caring, Loving and Compromising personality.. Someone who can compromise to my demanding wants or control me for going over the limits.. Last of all, She must value Family’s ties (",) 

Quality Time

Wednesday, May 17th, 2006

  Nothing really exciting happen this week.. Happen to spend more quality time with friends and family.. haha.

  Saturaday went to Orchard Party World with my friends from 12am to 4am.. Yuck !!! My singing SuXxx ManZzz.. haha.. Been awhile since I last went KTV.. CoolZzz got all the latest Songs I want to Sing but cannot Sing like (Superwoman).. That day I got a sore throat and the singing session make my throat worst.. Till today still sore.. haha.. where got such things as poison cure poison.. Rubbish !!! haha..

  Sunday spend almost whole day Sleeping Zzzz.. Damn shiok.. Slept until never wash my beloved Car.. Till today, I only use wet cloth to clean it.. The best things was went for mother day dinner with my family.. With baby Janelle.. Went Clementi Coffeeshop for Western food.. haha.. My mum strike $500 for ibet 1st prize.. My brother car number.. So lucky..hehe.. Aiya thats all for Sunday.. We celebrate Mother’s Day the previous Saturday with Dim Sum buffet where I met Yong Guang there.. Lend him our 10% discount card too.. So coincident.. We met the day after the general election where we go for WP last rally.. but never get to find him.. too crowded.. he was late..haha

  Office life was okay.. Finish all my process and report etc.. Just need abit of touch up for report.. My Sup is a nice guy, he like my report and evaluation alot.. He also taught me alot in process.. Mr nice guy haha.. Spend most of my time following Post election happening haha.. Aiya, utilise my time lor.. Steve Chia book only manage to finish less then 1 quarter.. Must continue reading it.. Too engross in politics.. Finally PAP is working more after the election, just hope they don’t raise more prices.. But glad that Singaporean gain from this election.. Read through Workers’ party manifesto (52 slides in all).. Quite well written but some points need time to improvise and digest whether it really can help S’porean & its economy in the future..

  Thats all folks.. Spending quality time with friends and family is the best.. haha.. My good friend Shuqiang is enjoying his oversea trip with his GF during his I.A period haha.. So Good.. And say he will get me a pair of Nike Dunk shoes.. I manage to search some model i want on the net and show him.. hehe.. But I told him to enjoy, keep my shoes as last priority.. Another Buddy, Leonerd frm my BMTC say he will buy some goodies for me from Japan.. All of a sudden, one day he msn me and say he will buy me something.. I also dunno he going to Japan..haha.. I was touch.. Maybe I too nice or what haha.. No lar, they are all Mr Nice Guy.. Told you liao, when you are nice, people’s actions will tell you what kind of person you are.. When you are cold, lazy and vuglur, People will irritate you more.. Some people still behave the same, lousy attitude, act tough in the outside but vulnerable inside.. Aiyo.. Act tough for what ??? Like people really bother.. Remember never help people for a motive.. Sometime can, like when saying white lies.. If you help people from the bottom of your heart, they will natrally be nice to you.. Remember to respect people and acknowledge what they have done..Must Respect PAP & LKY, they really do alot.. Haha.. But some already close to my condemn list.. but will not put them inside.. People can change.. But it takes time.. Leoperd can’t change its spots, I agree.. But human still can but must go through Thick shit then can change (They will realise who is true and honest to them).. hehe.. Cheers (",) 

  Nice People like my family will always be blessed by Lady Luck.. Those who wants us to go down, we will grow stronger and become more united.. Some even told my parents that non-university parents’ children cannot get into university.. We have prove them wrong, my 2 brothers & I went into Local University and prove them wrong.. We may be poor, but we have our backbone.. We will not fall towards failure.. Nothing can break us up, not even Money.. My sis-in-law’s dad (Super educated) told me & my younger brother to choose a good partner carefully.. He look at the youth now, he say all never taken hardship like those people during 1960.. A wrong spouse will destroy the entire family.. This I strongly agree with him.. It take time to find somebody as good as my sis-in-law.. Its like searching a needle in a haystack.. My brother is lucky.. Wish me Luck too.. How many good needle left ??? haha

Open Mind

Friday, May 12th, 2006

   We all are not perfect people, we have our negative character, habits etc.. I decided to write this blog after speaking to one of my Secondary friends who is now studying in NTU and currently in the Dean List, he came from poly direct entry.. When I told him that I feel like joining the Worker Party youth team.. The first thing he say was I will bring down the name of WP.. This I may agree because I’m not a very hardworking person and my lazyiness will cause a lot of conflict.. Thats why I decided not to join, unless I really got the time to put all my effort in serving the people of S’pore.. Which I always want to do.. I want to help those who come from the slightly above lower income group.. Firstly they can’t enjoy the same benefits as the lower income group, they have to pay the same tax as those rich people.. Secondly I want to face the problem of foreign Labour and Students, we should lower the quota of input on these foreign talent.. They enjoy our security by our National Service Man as well as the fruits of our forefathers, who have work so hard in the past, without paying any extra cents or tax which we have to pay.. We should lower the number of foreign students into university and increase poly students intake.. As for those lower income job like cleaners, contruction site etc, as long as there is a minimum wage rate for those jobs where govt can pump in money to increase the wage, I confirm alot of S’porean are willing to work, which is happening in Hongkong.. Now Foreign Labours are cheap hence dampening the wage rate for all S’porean.. Manager mindset is that if S’porean don’t work, I can employ foreign workers.. HaiZzz.. Do you know that 80% on NTU student Union are foreign students, how can they experience the hardship we have, like paying school fee ourself, they have free educationa nd given $500 allowance a month.. Will they fight for our right when they don’t experience it.. How many Prof are foreigners?? Have you gone through a lecture not knowing anything?? Not that the module is hard but you can’t understand his language?? We S’porean have no time to spend on eca like student union etc, We got our family life, parttime jobs and schoold life to manage, unlike them.. 80% of local PHD students are foreigners.. Not that we are not smart, but we have to repay loan (house, car, study), take care of family and set up one etc.. Who want to go for further studies when they have so many things in mind to bother about ??? I got a good request, those local student that get into PHD or Master course of Scholarship, the govt should help to pay the loan which they incurred during their undergrad studies.. Many of us student are late boomers.. We may not Fare well in poly or A’level or even the begining of university life.. But we fare well later on and can go for Master or PHD course.. We cannot apply for scholorship during our admission to university so have to take up loan & repay them later which defer us from furthering our studies.. Hope my feedback can go a long way in helping S’porean.. Happen if some MPs or Opposition read my blog, or come to my school for meet the people session,I will try to voice out..

  Let get back to my poly friends.. He is always condemning JC students, saying that they are very egolistic, selfish, like to complain etc.. He say we always complain about foreign students etc, Have he ever look at the future prospect of S’pore ??? How can you discriminate all JC students by having such a small sample size of JC friends or associate ??? If we S’porean among ourselves already differentiate ourself into different groups, how could we unite and win against this foreign forces ??? There will be more politics.. Look at the bigger pictures.. Have we JC people ever discriminate poly students??? We are all S’porean, there is even a ITE candidate in AMK Workers Party GRC, We are one people, one nation, one S’pore.. That is what happening in S’pore now, we are fighting among ourselve for properties, more money and easier life.. Why not we improve ourselves or unite and get rid of these foreign forces??? We need them to cover up our lack of labour forces but not to take away all our jobs away.. Many people only focus on a small point of view in Life.. and from that point assume everything is like the point u see, I was once like that and I’m trying to accept the World as it is.. We don’t owe the World anything neither do it.. We have to keep an Open Mind and not a narrow one where we find fault among each other with the slightest fault.. When you go to the WP’s Rally, where you hear close to 100K of S’porean united, Many complaining about their Life, Many wanting the People to unite.. Have you seen 100k of S’poreans saying the National Pledge together as one in English and Chinese Version.. The Pride is even higher then those during NDP parade.. Come On S’poreans, Let unite & not fight among ourselve.. Make S’pore a place where true S’porean like us live in.. Let not let our forefathers’ efforts, regardless they are farmers, coolies or businessman, gone to waste.. Lets make S’pore a Better Place to live in..

  Another Bad things about S’pore is the gaming industry.. There was a documentary on Channel U discussing the gaming trend in S’pore.. Do you know many Youth now treat their parents like enemy when they are not allow to play games??? Parent are all becoming crazy and nervous about their children gaming addict.. How will this youth experience reality in this virtual games, how can they represent themself at S’porean except for those Gaming competition??? Do they understand what is S’pore politic?? Do they care about S’pore?? Is there still Kinship or friendship when everything around them is games??? What they want in the game they usually can get.. but in Reality, can you get everything you want ??? Will these gamer become future S’pore bastard who can’t handle the Harsh Reality in the World and not the virtual ??? What is S’porean Youth Becoming??? This is the 3rd generation Era, everything is almost virtual, sad to say that interperson relationship become all virtual like MSN, Email etc.. Its very bad.. Less meeting time, less communication etc.. People will become more narrow hearted.. No wonder people go to SDU, as they spend most of their time on the computer.. Super Sad..

All my Blog’s entries got alot of typo or grammer mistakes (Sorry)