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  Currently doing industrial attachment.. Just Love this Job.. I think I suit to work in the Cleanroom rather then office Job, where usually politics arise.. I usually prefer to go into the cleanroom where I got nothing to do, cos office got alot of eyes looking at you when they see you nothing to do.. Humans are all like that, when they say they doing work & someone Slacking, they felt irritated, so words start flying like flying dasggers.. Kanna Hit really hurts.. haha..

  I met alot of nice poeple here in my company Sensfab.. Especially those carefree operator who work so hard for their pay.. They are super outgoing & always go cleanroom & chat with them.. They will be the one teaching me most of the machine operation.. Although they earn very little, they are willing to spent their sweat earn money.. When I ask them why spend so much, the give me a solid answer: I’m working so hard, & if I save my money all up & don’t enjoy it with my friends or family then what the meaning of Life.. I always feel spending sweat earn money is the happiest, rather then spenting those dirty money from corruption, cheating or Fighting for family property.. I myself personally come out and work parttime since 15 years old.. I never like spend my parents hard earn money.. During schools day, I will work as waitier on Weekends to use for that week allowance.. Holidays, I will work as long term job.. My life, I had worked as promoters, cargo hand, cashier, office boy, hawker boy, tution teacher, surveyor & even help my father in construction site.. Haha.. Don’t find it tough but love it as i get to gain job experiences & practise inter relationship skills.. In army when I earn $800/mth, I will gave $400 to my parent.. When I was younger, everything I earn, I will give all to my parent.. They will give me money for allowance for school like $25/week which I will try to save to buy things I like.. I always got the mentality that as a family, who got the money is all the same, we share everything together & go through thick & thin together..

  Let come back to my I.A.. haha.. I got a friendly nudge from my Top boss when I came back from Lunch Yesterday.. He is a nice guy towards me.. Althought he hold the highest position in my company, he have no air & treat all his staff the same, inclusive of us student, even ask to give us a person com each at office.. CoolZzz.. Must learn from him, He get work done, and gain many of our respect.. He is about 50+ & have a wonderful family.. He listen to everyone point of view during meeting & never practise favouritism.. He will direct those that lost their way & scold those that never do their work properly..

Not all office that is perfect.. There is a QA engineer who like to give warning letters to the operator & like to poke his nose into other department thing.. He always try to find fault as though he is the boss.. Once my collegue, Operation Supervisor, was having some talk in the Boss office, the QA came & tell me that why i never go help my friend out (He was getting scolding from the boss).. He was like very happy want to tell everyone that my collegue kanna scolding.. I just ignore him lar.. I left just 2 month in the office, Don’t want to get involve in office politics.. A few engineers left their job becos no one like working with him.. KaoZzz.. Sometime he will come see what am I doing in office.. Whenever he do that, I will purposely chat on MSN to irritate him since I’m not under him & want to irritate him.. Although he position is not as high as  process engineer, he always take advantage of the younger one.. BTW he is only 6 mth old in the company.. I swear that if I return to this company after grad, I will never let him bite me.. If he do that, I’ll surely take action.. I find that if someone bite you once & you ignore, he will get use to it and ride over you.. I’m Lawson, my pride & confident is my life.. Will never let anyone ruin my reputation (took so long to built it).. Swear !!!

  I hate people that take kindness for granted & take advantage of me.. I fuck them.. Because I don’t owe them anythings.. You want, you can get out of my life or ignore me.. But Never Never use me as a shield.. Say want to commit but end up ignoring your responsibility.. Why should I fucking cover you all the time.. I don’t care how friendly you were towards me in the past.. As long as you play out me.. Even you fucking kneel & beg me for help.. I will ask you to GDF.. I’m someone that engraved those people that betray my trust in my heart.. I don’t Lack friends or familys.. I got nothing to lose.. So if you are reading my blog.. And you know who your are.. Better wake up ypur fucking idea.. I, Lawson Lee Cheow Keng won’t let people play out my life like those that play out my parents.. Retribution only come when you hurt the most.. It usually don’t happen to you, but to your future generation or the person you love most.. So Those wicked people out there.. You can laugh loudly NOW !!! HAHAHAHA !!!

  ArgHhhh.. Down with a Flu on Saturday.. The medicine made me sleepy, hence spending my whole afternoon sleeping.. KaoZzz what a Saturday I have.. TV program SuX to the max on Sat, especially in the afternoon.. At night my buddy ask me to go orchard for walk walk but i just don’t have the energy.. SianZzz.. Then he decided to go clubbing with his usual clubbing kakis.. But around 1030pm, he sms me for Winning 11 at his house.. What a surprise, haha.. He 1st time spend his Saturday niteZzz at home.. hehe (Strike Lottery)..

  What really interesting was at when I call up Shuqiang for a Chat.. hehe.. He is one of the nicest guy I ever seen.. No stress, so happy go lucky & take life damn simple.. I really hope I was like him, just that i prefer to pounder & plan for my future.. As usual, we will tok cok.. What the hell !!! he say everytime he intro gals to me, I will look at the person awhie then just look away.. He say my benchmark so high haha.. No lah.. I’m "Shy" in nature leh.. Don’t like to talk much to stranger, no topics.. I not handsome, no citeral for me to choose leh.. hehe..

  Then I was on MSN chatting with another JC friend Weihong.. I was surprise he was at home, not with his GF.. Then he tell me that his GF currently exam, so for her sake rather stay at home & let her concentrate.. So Caring boi.. Then realise he got a blog & it seem that he got some minor worry on I.A.. He felt that he is left out in the company or not enough attention.. Aiyo.. We only I.A student leh.. No one give a damn about us.. Some even find us troublesome as they have to come out with thing to allocate us to do..haha.. Weihong got some weakness which i happen to see through since JC.. He like to associate with friends for the sake of associating.. He so call follow the wind.. Which I find it very wrong.. He must have his own initiative.. Some wind will neglect you in the middle of the ocean and you will lost your way.. Then he told me he also know his problem.. But not his fault lar.. Sometime you need to follow the wind.. or people won’t realise your existence if you are those passive type.. That why socialising skill is very important not in school but everywhere.. And must choose the correct associate.. I.A is a damn good experience.. It really let one know what is working life.. It make me realise that working after education is not as easy as you seen.. Its not like working parttime.. You have to be fully committed & Family, house, car or have to be in your hand.. I have my whole Sat planning for my future.. What will it be ???

   Sunday was better.. I make a point that every Sunday, I will give my baby (My Starlet) a scrub.. I was afraid it will rain as the cloud was rather thick, lucky God bless me & the cloud started to clear after I wash my baby.. Then A Christian funeral procession was at my void deck.. Wow, it was so simple.. I realise that Buddhism will slowly face out in the future.. Younger generation now prefer things to be simple, further more children now are usually quite lonely & mostly have very little sibilings or friends, Church is a place for them to socialise.. So eventually most will slowly convert to Christianity in a matter of time.. I’m not surprise if one day my children will come to me and say, "Pa.. I’m going to be a Christian." Actually to me, its okay lar.. I may be abit traditional (Reluctant) but as long as the reigion make you a better person then its ok.. Just never like the rule of having to give 10% of your salary as an obligation to accept god Faith.. Rediculous..

  Then afternoon went Queensway shopping centre with my buddy & his poly friend.. Haha.. We have a superb great time.. Realise that almost all my friends are Fans of Da Chang Jin.. hehe.. We went shopping for clothes & shoes.. They each bought a berm & T shirt, but i just cannot find anything to my liking.. so my only achievement was a pouch for my ipod mini.. $2.90 (Cheap right).. Then we went to the hawker & had a great feast.. The famous Queensway Stingray, Pig Leg, Char Quay Teow & Oyster omelette..Shiok !!! Then we went Ikea to walk walk.. When looking at all the furniture, I decided that in future if I have a house of my own, It will be damn simple & neat (Easy to housekeep).. Don’t like complicated stuff.. somemore cost money.. When I was taking the MRT to meet them, then i realise, its been months since I last took a public transport.. My Dad fetches me to work & home everyday.. Cos I work near my mum’s working place & he fetches us on his way to work & home.. haha.. & for short distant near the West, I usually drive my Starlet.. But still prefer the public transport cos I love people watching & see how people behave.. My people watching is not solely to see Chiobu.. I like to see people dress & how one present themself in public.. That is my hobby.. By looking at people (You can guess the person character), you know what habbits to keep & what you should never do in public.. Girls !!! Please never talk loudly or be drunk in public.. Its worst then being a Call Girls.. Damn Ugly.. Guys also cannot speak loudly & try to be presentable with ur attire & not dress in attire you wear to sleep to go take public transport or to school.. KaoZZz.. Put in abit more effort bah.. We, S’pore are becoming 1st World Country & still got people dress up like shit (Old people somemore put in more effort).. That why I hate NTU dress code.. We are in University & not in the hawker centre.. Girls please wear make up.. Spend alittle bit more only.. Up keep the image of S’pore & NTU (China students put in more effort then us now).. If in University we don’t start learning then it will be a bloody habbit in the future and people will be to use to not being presentable.. KaoZzz !!! Buay Tahan..

  Was watching Da Chang Jin as usual last night.. Remember some words said by the Top Kitchen Lady, Zheng, to the next Top Kitchen Lady, Han.. She gave some words of advice.. People that demand great power are always lonely people.. Since they are not happy people, they find their happiness by achieving more power.. We can’t assume how beautiful a place is unless we work inside the place (External Beauty are usually disception).. Its full of corruption, misconception & misery.. We have to learn to sympathize with this lonely people, we have to give & take, or these people will never work or follow your orders.. We sometime have to compromise by not standing too firm with our values (Although they are right) or people will deem us as Cold & Heartless people.. There are many types of people working outside, different methods suit different people, we have to learn through experience.. Lets come back to Loneliness..

3 Thing Loneliness can bring to a Person:

1. Loneliness makes one Greedy.

2. Loneliness make one want more power.

3. Loneliness make one Jealous.

(Actually got few more, but I forget already)

  Whatever she say, I can link to her through my personal experience.. I got relatives who are Lonely people.. They find happiness by harming others, getting more money & having bigger house.. Sometime I really pity them.. Whenever I go their house for house warming.. They keep alot to themself, they can;t speak openly because they did alot of wrong things.. They don’t have many friends, because sooner or later friend usually know their personality & leave them.. They only can confide to themselve.. Find them really sad.. They can have all the money in the world but "Are They Really Happy ???".. My buddy once told me that money can buy happiness, & I was totally against it.. He say when you got money, you can go clubbing, go for dates, own a car etc.. He say maybe my relative have friends outside & never show us.. I told him.. You are wrong. Spoken to some of my relative friends when we met some on the roadside & realise they don’t really like my relative, it just because in work place you have to compromise and he is his boss so have to stand by his side.. Do We need Superficial Friends ??? Remember something.. Money can run out anytime, this will make one more greedy & the ending you should know lar.. This world is full of Facade.. Who is not wearing a mask ??? Its a technique for survival.. Like what Zheng say.. If you follow too strong to your moral values, you will be isolated from the rest, no one will listen to you..

  My collegue once told me.. Actually being Human is a misery, you work most of your time worry for survival & have to face so many Fake people outside.. Why do babies come to this World crying & not laughing ??? Actually human face is make up of the world " 苦  ".. The 2 ++ on top represent your eyes, 1 + in the middle represent your nose & 口 represent your mouth.. 70% of human feeling are sad.. We only can remember sad experiences better then the happier one.. He is not condemning human life.. But Vise Versa (He is teaching me).. If people understand this Analogy.. People learn to be self satisfy.. 自主长乐.. Don’t always compare with those who are richer, Material wants cannot stop one (Who don’t want to enjoy life ???).. Do more Charity, as there are always less fortunate people out there.. We only can live maybe to 100 years old, make full use of your life.. Money cannot bring you anything when you are dead.. We enter the world naked & we leave it naked too.. You can accompanish Big things without having to use Money.. Define your happiness.. I know how those with broken family feel.. They are usually lonely & full of Hatred.. I sympathy with them and advice them to see a councellor.. your are not crazy.. It that the pain inside you just couldn’t diminsh.. Let other help you.. Or Loneliness will bring you misery like what Lady Zheng have say.. The stories below are meaningful :

Perhaps we can all learn something from this.

A long time ago in China, a girl named Li-Li got married & went to live
with her husband and mother-in-law. In a very short time, Li-Li found
that she couldn’t get along with her mother-in-law at all.
Their personalities were very different, and Li-Li was angered by many of
her mother-in-law’s habits. In addition, she criticized Li-Li constantly.

Days passed, and weeks passed. Li-Li and her mother-in-law never stopped
arguing and fighting.But what made the situation even worse was that,
according to ancient Chinese tradition, Li-Li had to bow to her
mother-in-law and obey her every wish. All the anger and unhappiness in
the house was causing Li-Li’s poor husband great distress.

Finally, Li-Li could not stand her mother-in-law’s bad temper and
dictatorship any longer, and she decided to do something about it!

Li-Li went to see her father’s good friend, Mr. Huang, who sold herbs. She
told him the situation and asked if he would give her some poison so that
she could solve the problem once and for all.
Mr.Huang thought for awhile, and finally said, "Li-Li, I will help you
solve your problem, but you must listen to me and obey what I tell you."
Li-Li said, "Yes, Mr. Huang, I will do whatever you tell me to do." Mr.
Huang went into the back room, and returned in a few minutes with a
package of herbs.
He told Li-Li, "You can’t use a quick-acting poison to get rid of your
mother-in-law, because that would cause people to become suspicious.
Therefore, I have given you a number of herbs that will slowly build up
poison in her body. Every other day prepare some delicious meal and put a
little of these herbs in her serving.

Now, in order to make sure that nobody suspect You.When she dies, you must
be very careful to act very friendly towards her. "Don’t argue with her,
obey her every wish, and treat her like a queen."

Li-Li was so happy. She thanked Mr. Huang and hurried home to start her
plot of murdering her mother-in-law.Weeks went by, and months went by, and
every other day, Li-Li served the specially treated
food to her mother-in-law. She remembered what Mr. Huang had said about
avoiding suspicion, so she controlled her temper, obeyed her
mother-in-law, and treated her like her own mother.After six months had
passed, the whole household had changed. Li-Li had practiced controlling
her temper so much that she found that she almost never got mad or upset.
She hadn’t had an argument with her mother-in-law in six months because
she now seemed much kinder and easier to get along with.The
mother-in-law’s
attitude toward Li-Li changed, and she began to love Li-Li like her own
daughter. She kept telling friends and relatives that Li-Li was the best
daughter-in-law one could ever find.Li-Li and her mother-in-law were now
treating each other like a real mother and daughter. Li-Li’s husband was
very happy to see what was happening.

One day, Li-Li came to see Mr. Huang and asked for his help again.She
said, "Dear Mr. Huang, please help me to keep the poison from killing my
mother-in-law! She’s changed into such a nice woman, and I love her like
my own mother. I do not want her to die because of the poison I gave her."

Mr. Huang smiled and nodded his head. "Li-Li, there’s nothing to worry
about. I never gave you any poison. The herbs I gave you were vitamins to
improve her health. The only poison was in your mind and your attitude
toward her, but that has been all washed away by the love which you gave
to her."

HAVE YOU REALIZED that how you treat others is exactly how they will treat
you?
There is a wise Chinese saying: "The person who loves others will also be
loved in return."
God might be trying to work in another person’s life through you.
Send this to your friends and spread the POWER OF LOVE.

Remember,if you delete this mail nothing will happen. No one will die or
fall sick. But… if you send it to others your may change their life.
After all you have got nothing to lose but a lot to gain.

Another Story We can learn from:

  A group of frogs were traveling through the woods, and two of them fell into a deep pit. When the other frogs saw how deep the pit was, they yelled to the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all their might. The other frogs kept telling to them to stop, that there was no hope. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died.

  The other frog continued jumping as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop his jumping and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out. When he got out, (after taking a needed rest) the other frogs clamored, "Didn’t you hear us?" The frog explained to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time.

From this we learn two lessons:

A. There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it through the day.

B. A destructive word to someone who is down can be what it takes to kill them.

Lawson, your true color is Black!

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won’t kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it’s clearly the color for you.

Forget to buy Toto, 4D and it opened Top Prize… Nah..

  I was in my father’s Van to work when he Tune to FM 9.72.. The topic of the day was "What yo you regret most in Life"..

  I was poundering to myself, what have I really regret so far ??? I couldn’t really find anything I really regret of.. Maybe some minor one here & there..

  Maybe I someone Lucky, this month strike 4D a few times or so, for ibet $1..haha.. Better then nothing.. My Starlets bring me luck.. Since the 1st day I got it, my family strike a few time ibet.. haha.. We don’t buy many numbers but as long as we earn a few buck can liao.. hehe

  The things I try and fail, I also have no much regret.. Like going after the wrong girls, doing things I find impossible etc.. Like what my friend define of wooing girls.. Its like buing 4D.. If you never buy (Never try) & kanna 1st Prize (Get the girl), you will regret for life.. But you buy (try) & never kanna, its only afew dollars (No much harm) haha.. Nah.. I never regret going for the girls I like in the past, failure & success are part & parcel of life.. Its the experience you gain.. Each try will let you gain more courage.. And let you know what type of girl you really want (Sometime will increase your benchmark).. Don’t try (No experience & preference) & you got hook to one so fast which don’t really suit you.. This will then make you regret for Life.. haha..

  I realise one major weakness of mine.. I only go for the best looking girls in the group or a class I mix into & never realise that there are better one else where.. For example.. Everytime I go into a class or work place, I will look around, then will target the most attractive one..haha.. Find it easier to handle if same class mah.. My Super Superb big mistake.. Actually being friends is more fun then being an item.. More freedom & can talk anything under the Sun..haha.. Now realise my weakness.. & will try not to aim the best of a class so fast & look within the whole school haha or must really know that person character b4 advancing hehe.. Tha faster you rise, the harder you fall.. OucHhh !!! Its difficult to read a girls mind.. Even if you are good at reading people.. My friend told me that.. Girls’ eyes can scan 180 degree.. So you never know who they interested in.. But Guys prefer direct approach, so straight away people know who you after liao.. Actually Girls love to Flirt.. And I like girls that Flirt when they are single.. Like that more fun (interesting).. But when attach, they have to start being serious..hehe.. Cos We Guys always hold the Key.. Divorce women harder to remarry.. Who like old shoes by the way ??? haha

  My few minor regrets is that I always over confident during exam.. During primany 4 streaming exam, I miss out 2 pages of my science paper but still got A, Damn heng.. Then for Uni yr2 EEE AC power paper (Alot of people Dapao), which i work super hard for, I never do 15 marks of the paper, becos i never turn over the paper & never realise there is still some parts of the question left (I got so much time left when many cannot finish as they find the paper hard).. KaoZzz & I got B for that paper.. Abit disappointed.. Another regret is not going for braces when my family (Still got the ability to affort)  ask me to do it with my younger brother.. Scare of the pain.. There are other regrets too like giving up piano when I’m not even grade 1.. My siblings all at least grade 3 & above.. Whenever I hear them play the piano, I will regret.. I also regret not learning the Guitar haha.. I also regret not to know PM Lee Hsieh Long’s daughter when I was in primany school, when my mother send me for computer enrichment classes which her daughter took too.. Or I may be the next PM soon haha.. Regret that my itchy hand like to press pimples on my face & kanna so many scars.. Regret quiting Takekundo (Spell wrongly) Martial Art when I was only yellow belt. Regretting not taking life saver course for swimming when I was already given the gold award.. KaoZzz.. See I can accomplanish so many thing in the past.. My parent drill us with so many activities which I never regret learning..haha.. Fun were those days..

  HaiZzz, all these are only minor regrets.. I have no real regrets, I mix with the the right friends, have a superb family, always got good supervisors or superiors (Associate) in my work place, no matter I.A or those parttime jobs I did since 15 years old.. Even in Army also got the slackest & most Fun Unit.. Told you liao, I’m consider one of the luckiest guy on earth.. No regrets living this Lifetime.. Owe alot to my personallity & proper upbringing.. I got alot of Ren Yuan (Inter-relationship skills) that what my mum told me, & this will make one happy.. Those that always complain they kanna backstab or Complain Complain Complain, reflect abit before coming to conclusion, if you do ur work well and mix with everyone happily (Look at the big picture, Never be self centre), then that will not happen.. I can’t say i never kanna backstab or complain before (Maybe I dunno since its from my back haha) etc.. but its to the minimal.. Cos people know the way I work & put their trust in me (Remember to digest people advice to you & try to change it, don’t alway act tough & stubborn (Only bring harm), It to your own good.. Show Love & concern (Respect everybody).. Never Never Never look down on people..

   I’m confident to lead a happy life & have my own great family in the future.. But now must find the right partner 1st.. Cannot choose wrongly & have the greatest regret of my Life.. haha.. Cheers (",)

Sorry for being so vuglur in my previous post.. (Not aiming anyone)

Mondays BlueZzz.. (Yesterday)

Damn TireD.. (Lack of Sleep)

Must wait quite awhile for my next post, have to rush my I.A Report.. Overdue for every long already, as I have to rush for production..

At the same time, I will read more & hope something great happen in my life so got new inspiration for my Blog..

Seeya Folks !!!

Cheers to those doing I.A

All the Best for those Taking Exams (",)

Good Luck !!!

  Finally know how my little brother, Wilson, get his so many A for his exams.. We were born 2 years apart & he is current in NTU EEE yr 2 wherelse I’m in EEE yr 3.. Becos I flunked my English in O’level & have to retake English for 1 yr so we ended up 1 year apart in studies.. I hope he can get his 1st class honours & make our family proud, cos I cannot get it anymore.. Me & my brother shared the same room since we were young. Coincidently, we study the same schools since we were kindergarden.. What interesting is we always study the same modules, but we have complete different personality.. I’m the Lazy, happy go Lucky type & he is the serious & sporty type.. We always Fight before we sleep where we were young.. 1 Day can fight few hours haha.. I scratch his face, he scratch my hand.. I remember once when i was in Primany 1, I threw a hard object into his face, near his eyes & he have to go for 10 over stitches.. Lucky never kanna his eyes or i will regret for life.. But really, Bu Da Bu Siang Shi

  We brother never talk about our personal life to one another, We seldom talk to one another about school work or anything.. Everytime he want to talk to me about personal thing, he will go: " Er Ge (Means 2nd Brother)..Aaaa.. Nothing." Then he will not tell me what he want to say.. But we always give one another advice on the courses to study & take (We both are very practical).. We always act tough toward each other but we really care for one another.. We share alot in common, so we have to compromise with alot of things.. I got 4 sibilings, so we share amost everything, not like single children family..

  My brother score alot of A for his modules unlike me.. I usually only aim for pass haha.. Now is the exams period, and my brother really put in alot of effort.. I can say that he study almost 12 hours everyday now.. My father always tell me :" Why every time I see Ah Di study & you never study at all ?" I will always reply that I study smart.. haha.. My family are not smart or talented people, We really work for our exams.. That why those who always say they not smart & flunked their exams, are all bullshit.. You may be slow but if you don’t try you are completely useless (You maybe talented in other field).. People always complain about their lecturers, tutors etc.. But without them you still can score like those friends of mine who don’t come for lectures & tutorials.. But they put in double more effort then those that attend lecture.. My teacher once told me that the subjects which you are confident to score, you will usually not fare well, wherelse the subject you think will fail will always excel.. Why ??? Answer is simple, becos you put in more effort for your weaker subject as you afraid you will fail (Effort paid)..  Spoonfeeding don’t help much in Future..

  We spend 20 years of education to come into University (Which I’m superb proud of).. Then you waste all your bloody effort by playing a fool in uni (Play can play but don’t go so far) .. F Lar.. You don’t care about your future so be it.. But you know how much money & effort your parent put in.. Quit uni & come out & work even better.. See so many people waste their fucking time in uni (Want to make more friends, want to enjoy life etc.. When you come out of university & enter working life then your uni friends’ wolf tail will come out haha.. Who don’t want fun now, when come to money, all the cunning tatic come out & who easiest to target then friends).. Insurance agent & MLM people always target relative & friends 1st as they are consider "Easy" Target.. Maybe nowaday parents are getting richer so they hack care abt the school fee as not to their concerns.. Unlike us where we pay our school fee ourselves.. Some of my ECA main committees are like that.. Always complain no time to study, never go lecture, Dapao modules, no interest in modules blah blah blah.. went to advice them until mouth also dry, they just 1 ear in 1 ear out, then later find out that they are fucking involve in all the useless ECAs (Somemore always do extra) .. The only answer I can give them NOW is go Give Dog Fuck (GDF which my army regulars always say).. I hate people who give the answer of no interest in course.. Fuck lor.. You can choose to quit.. Interested or not interested also can study right.. If you are determine, you can cultivate your interest throughout your course..

   Just don’t understand the youth nowaday.. Maybe they are being spoil.. Complain complain complain, What they do best.. See the way they speak to MM Lee Kuan Yew.. is like they damn Smart (Know everything), without LKY, there won’t be S’pore.. We youth only see the small picture (LKY went through more shit in the past where he have to deal Malaysia).. So Smart, join politic & be opposition lor.. KaoZzz !!! Lasttime when we did something wrong, we get cane & hitting with belt by our parents (I was caned 40 over time by my dad for killing my elder brother’s tapoles for his primany school project until I cannot sit at all..Ouch !!!), some of my friend even got to kneel down for hours as punishment.. Now hit abit also cannot, consider child abuse.. The Society have changed, Many fucking Spoilt bastard & Materialistic Youth.. Who can take suffering now ??? Now you can only ask God to bless them.. "God Bless You my friend".. This will be my new answer to those who complain to me about their studies in the future haha..

Don’t let today’s disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow’s dreams.

A Champion is someone who gets up, even when they can’t

  One of my collegue us leaving my I.A company for ST Micro.. The pay was $3K there.. CoolZzz.. Her name was Ruchi, she studied in NTU Material Engine & obtain a 2nd Upper Class honours.. Graduated 2 years ago.. She told me that FYP & I.A is the most important grades for your honours.. If your FYP got grade A, you will Automatically go into 2nd upper class to 1st class honours category, even if you score constant B & C in all your current modules.. She gave me some example of her friends :

Example 1:

Her friend got an average A, with many distinction, for all his 4 year module, but obtain a B for his FYP.. End up he got 2nd lower class honours.. Incredible..

Example 2:

Another friend got many Distinction for his module, even FYP, but he flunk his Principle of Economic for the final sem.. Poor Chap have to repeat an Extra Sem & couldn’t even get an honours.. NTU got a rule that if you cannot complete your course within 4 years, its Bye Bye to your honours.

  My collegue Ruchi got an A for FYP & B for I.A.. She say many people will get default B for I.A unless you got a kind supervisor.. However, she did Industry FYP with Charter Semicon.. At the end of the day, you have to present to your company supervisor, FYP supervisor & one outsider.. But if you are doing school FYP, you only have to present to all minus the company supervisor.. She told me there is no allowance for the FYP but the good thing is her company FYP only start during 1st Semester break.. Still got time to focus on School modules.. Alot to do with hard work & your willingness to learn (Sometime can touch the supervisor).. Your interacting & socialising skill also comes in.. you may be a Genius but when come to working, everyone hate you, most of the time after pobation period, its bye bye to your Job.. haha.. Unless your are a sole worker inside..

  Yesterday, I watch the last 5 minutes of MM Lee Kuan Yew discussion about politic with the youth.. After the show, I change my complete mind view of him.. He is one steady man, I like his direct method, he never hesitate to say the his opposition if lousy if he feel that they are not up to standard.. He is someone that plan well ahead of time (Maybe 10 to 20 years ahead).. I like the answer where someone ask that why we have so much reserves.. His answer was that S’pore have no natural reserve, We only have money and manpower, if we distribute the reserve, it will run out anytime, the reserve are S’porean hard earn saving for 40 years.. If you think properly, its true, what if we have no reserve, could we maintain such a high exchange rate (Most of us Study Econs).. can we import food or commodities cheaply from other countries ? Its not expensive to have a meal in S’pore compare to countries like Japan & Western countries.. Reserve is very important for S’pore.. Temesek is a company where bought over many companies outside of S’pore.. Its Good !!! We have no more resources or space to expand, looking at long run, It will bring in money for our reserves although its making minimal loss now.. We cannot lose out to China, they are expanding superbly fast.. & you know Chinese are business orientated, they are cunning when come to money matters.. If we don’t act before them, its Bye Bye S’pore.. To be frank, I always complain about S’pore, cost of living high, Tax, COE etc.. But I really Love S’pore Life.. Its easier to pass time here.. Alot of people complain when they migrate to Aust, New Zealand & Canada.. They say everyday they do is mow the grass.. Super boring & time pass damn slow.. Somemore they are consider 2nd class citizens & difficult to find jobs there.. Most of them returned to S’pore after afew years.. Who can Tahan everyday mowing grass in your backyard.. So think twice before you want to migrate unless you are a super boring person.. Maybe 1st few month you will love it, cos people like new experience. After that is SianZzz all the way hehe..

  I came from a Cheena Sec Sch, JJC & NTU.. My only Potatoes Sch I attended is Primany Sch.. I was quite well to do in the past, so my mum decided to enrol me into a famous primany school, she feel that having a good foundation for education is important (Its freaking true).. This school is where majority of the student come from well off family & all speak english.. I’m a very playful student in class, teachers tend to aim at me, maybe that time i was really Fat & easily targeted.. I have fun in the school but just never like the environment.. Student come in Merc, BMW etc.. My dad own a Merc E300 & we stay in Terrace house that time but i took the school bus.. Never Hao Lian at all, unlike some student there always got those Yaya face.. See also sianZzz.. Boring lar.. That school so many rules, the teacher all very demanding, Got 3rd in class for primany 6, but my form teacher gave me best in progress instead..haha.. She really hate me haha.. Really damn playful.. Top 3 in class get to choose books for their prize.. I recieve $10, my book was bigger then others, because I chose Bash Street Kid, Comic book, unlike other which choose novel.. I hate reading.. hehe.. My class was consider one of the playful class, I’m always good at all the class games like Five stone (Always girl vs guys), marble (play at the side drain), hop scotch, lousy at soccer (now also) haha.. I even got  a Gold Medal for my ECA, Boy Brigade,BB (may spell wrongly), the highest award for primany school kid in BB, went for the gold award camp & experience flying Fox, Damn Fun hehe.. Although I lose out physically due to my Fat Fat Body(130% overweight), I’m not afraid or ashame to try out things which demand physical endurance.. Remember when i was in primany 4, we were jogging along Mac Reservior for BB.. Then the instructors say those end up behind me will get punish, I was the last few lar.. So Fat how to run.. haha.. I got so motivated that I dash all the way, i think got 5 to 10 runners behind me hehe.. I got rewarded with a drink & the last few got to do push up.. Primany school was Fun, but too bad I forget most of my classmate names already.. Too many friends to keep track, Memory full.. Only can remember Chiobu name & details. which I do best haha..

  Secondary School was the Best of school Life, came from a Cheena Sec Sch, my 6th choice becos i fare badly for PSLE although got 3rd for Prelims hehe.. Over Confident Kills !!! No regret, there were only 3 of us from the same primany sch that end up here since it was a new sec sch & we are the 2nd patch of students.. Chiotic at 1st, I was mixing with the Good boys group then suddenly those "Pai Kia" threw some papers at me, indication of making friends, then we started to blend together.. Almost all my friend smoke even at the age of 13 except me, play billard & Orchard very Saturday, Soccer after School daily, Chalet etc.. Super Fun !!! Get to know alot of girls through them in Sch..haha.. In school, I know all my 10 Express class students (Same sec level), Got the copy of every class timetable..haha.. I seldom bring textbook to school cos i will usually borrow from other class before school or during recess.. Always my sch bag only got excercise book haha.. All my classmate ask me to do the same for them.. I think I got rather famous in school.. What I find it hard to forget is the hair check in school.. When I was in Stream in Sec 2, I split from the gang of friends, but my form teacher which i respect most know i was associated with them..haha.. I will always be the 1st to be caught by her for hair check then kanna the discipline master lousy hair cut where he cut the fringe only.. My gang of friends, may look like Pai Kia (They are not gangster), but never regret knowing them, brought them to my house for chinese new year, Got scolding by my elder brother for mixing with a group of gangster.. No lar, they dress like that one, but they not lar.. YuanHao will know how big my Chinese New year Celebration was when I’m staying in my terrace house.. Can tell you that more then 100 visitors, 1 table of blackjack (20 ppl), 1 table of pairs, 3 tables of mahjong, my friends & cousins gambling in my room & plenty of food for BBQ, my father always spend afew $K for the CNY open house.. Lucky my house can park 5 cars, the rest park outside.. My friend went to the toilet and measure it telling me that she took 13 steps in total.. but that time we remove the bath tub so it look spacious.. Love that house.. Hope to buy it back in the future if I got the money.. Aiya really enjoy my secondary school days, lots of Fun & friends till now.. My first crush was also there, since Sec 2.. What a coincidence that she was born on the same day as me.. Then my friends would like to tease me until I never approach her for my whole sec sch life cos the whole sch like know my crush.. From then on, I notice that when you have crush, never ever tell your friend & do it yourself.. But get to know her after O’level & we end up in J.I.. But after that the crush feeling was gone & the search for the new one was on going..

  JC life was boring, everyday soccer, Skip lectures etc.. Never even study.. I was Lucky to get grade A, B, C & end up in NTU.. My parent also say I damn heng, Never study also can haha.. JC life seldom interact with gals.. Maybe I was super shallow at that time or mixing with a group of friend who don’t like girls.. Admit that I was rather childish that time, or just that the gals there cannot match the standard in my sec sch so just dun feel like interacting .. After graduate from JJC then started to find how nice & friendly some of the girls were & become good friends.. Never like JC where in a class there are so many different clicks, The handsome & rich got all the attention even if they score lousy for their exams, & people in JC was becoming more practical & choose friends.. Up to now I still never like to associate with some of my classmates.. I don’t really care how rich & handsome your are.. Because I was rich before, but never handsome before haha.. I never like people who are spoilt & always aim for the win, never consider team spirit & having fun.. I join everything like ECA, Main com & Sub com in NTU is for Fun.. Since we are still student now, Why make project so big & neglect the Fun Factor.. Like you will have any pride when you accomplish something big.. I march for Guard of Honour in NDP & never felt any pride after the whole event haha.. But when you are fun & make friends, Friends will be there forever.. When you make project big, there will be conflict & the friendship will not last since the conflict & misunderstanding is always within you..

  We are Student Now, Our priority is Study & have Fun.. You want to accomplish something big & like politics, when you come out & work sure will Kanna.. So let have Fun.. Cheers !!!

Life is short !!! Play Hard (",)

  How to start off ??? It was a busy week… Work was as usual but have to rush production everyday & spend almost 5 hours a day in cleanroom… The only motivation is reaching home & switch on the TV at 10pm to watch Da Chang Jin.. Baby Janelle visited us twice last week.. Something Funny happened.. When I & my little brother was playing with Janelle, my dad suddenly "Suan" us.. You 2 like baby so much, why don’t find a girlfriend.. HaiZzz.. Not we don’t want, is that we haven’t bump into someone we like yet.. Somemore Big brother set a high benchmark for us..haha.. All my past interest, honestly are all not even Crush, it that I just want to try out (Maybe curious of being attach), I believe that Love don’t come at 1st sight.. It only can be cultivated (So I usually go for appearance 1st).. Initially usually there is very little mutual feeling, but as time goes by, the feeling mature.. I someone who love challenge, always go for those completely different from the one I really want (Curiousity kills haha).. I always believe something, the first Girlfriend will never be your wife.. haha.. & nothing is impossible .. Its take time to find someone of your type, like queuing up for a bowl of Famous Lor Mee at Tiong Bahru.. But please don’t be too perserverance.. Good Horse don’t eat Left over grass.. When I was waiting with my dad for parking space at one hawker centre & there is many cars waiting, my dad just went to another hawker with more parking lots.. He told me, don’t die die wait for something, issit worth the wait, there are better food else where just like  going for a Girl (Remember the there is always greener pasture on the other side of the field).. My Mum is my Dad’s number 9 Girlfriend haha.. CoolZzz.. But my Mum is the Best !!!

  Saturday.. What a day.. Woke up at 7am.. SianZzz just couldn’t sleep more although I slept at 12am the previous niteZzz.. My dad woke up, so I decided to ask him lead me to the repair shop of my Starlet to fix the hazard light.. It was at Paya Leba.. He drove his Van & I drove my Starlet.. I just love the feeling of driving.. One Word.. Shiok !!! Especially when I can put all my favourite CDs I compile & listen while driving.. Somemore this New Starlet is super smooth.. VooMmm..

  In the afternoon, I followed my parents to Chua Chu Kang cemetry for Qing Ming.. My brother was having exam so never follow.. It was sad.. Only the adults went (All the uncle wife never even attend, Took so much money & never even come & give their respect), where are all the children from my Dad’s side.. Aiya, sad to say, almost 80% converted to Christian.. Hey my Great grandma is a pure buddhism who went vegetetrain & pray hours daily to Goddess of Mercy for blessing then came my Aunt-in-law, the pastor who sweet talk the property, money away & convert most of my cousin to Christian (Hey he is jobless for so many years before he become a pastor recently & still can affort a terrace & fully paid branded Altis new car, nobody question where the money come from.. His family not rich somemore, No education but super cunning.. haha).. Unlike my Mum side where always 50++ relative, old or young, will go together for Qing Ming (They respect their ancestors alot).. Lucky my Aunt got Bus to fetch us around.. When I was placing paper on the grass of the tombstone, I was talking in my mind to my great grandma & grandpa, thanking them for the blessing they gave to my family, telling them to just bless us with good health, money is not important, just want my parent to be healthy & happy. I realise It was 16+ years since they left us.. Sad..

  Sunday, woke up & wash my beloved Starlet for 2 hours.. That night went to meet Larry for dinner.. Watch the Miss Singapore abit haha.. dunno who is the winner, but none really attracted me, not even in the swim suit segment..haha.. My ideal Girlfriend must be 1.65cm to 1.70cm tall, Sweet looking, Spontaneous (Don’t like quiet type, but cannot over power me), good nature, outgoing & can present herself well (Makeup is important).. Wah so high benchmark.. haha.. Actually Singapore got alot of girls with this caliber, just that I got more Male friends & little Female friends (Yet my friend always say I got alot of female friends & ask me intro to them)..haha.. Haven’t really get to know many girls yet (Trying to expand now, but engineering really difficult to associate myself with girls haha).. Primany & Secondary school,even JC, I’m Shy in nature.. Shy people always lose out..haha.. Lucky army let me pick up alot.. No more a coward anymore.. Just Go try everything.. Once you break through the first obstacle (which is your guts), the rest is nothing.. Only through failure & trying new things, one will improve.. I’m more Daring now haha.. But a leapard can’t change its spots, my shyness is still within me.. hehe

  KaoZzz !!! 4 more people die while working in a contruction site.. Really condemn those people incharge of construction work.. How many accident have happen in site during this year ??? Many !!! Have you notice accident happen in Wafer industry, Chemical industry or event Mechanical industry ??? We are dealing with high toxic chemical and heavy mechanical machine, but how many accident happen ??? Maybe None at all.. Angry !!! Lasttime during the 1980 to 1990, so little construction accident happen except for Great World Hotel which they cut cost in the material.. My father work as a contractor during that time & people were all very careful in what they do.. Now opposite..

  My Dad told me Never NEVER to study civil engineering or its the end for me.. I told him my initial interest was civil. haha.. Lucky I reap his advice.. Now what worst is the stupid system of bidding for projects.. People bid all under cost just to cover the varible cost like labour etc, if they dun bid low, they won’t get the project & their machine & labour left untouch will cost more then the loss they make when the bid low.. If you want to build something which involve life staying in it or building it, do it Good.. During my army days, the perm staff of a army camp told me that 3 large company went bankcrupt building one stupid army camp.. KaoZZz.. Being a boss or entrepeneur is not easy when Temesek Holding or Big Govt Company are keeping an eye on you & buy you over at cheap price when you are not doing well.. How to win them ??? They have Billions to spend & small fries only got Millions..

  Another contributing factors to accident happening in Contruction site & structure are the Engineers.. Fuck lar.. Civil Engineering is the dumping ground of many university.. Where got quality engineering.. You fail Static, Dynamics & Physices module & you fucking end up there.. All this are citeral to build a building or even plan for work.. They cannot plan their studies liao.. How to plan for those poor supervisors, workers who earn peanuts ??? They only fucking care about fun & their pay cheque, never fucking care about others safety.. My dad told me that construction now change already.. Manage by no experience, no commitment, no skills Superior.. I also think so.. Since its a dumping ground in university, those that go in usually not interested in that course.. I really pity those labourer working in that Line.. Maybe they can do better then the engineers there..

  Paiseh, I not condemning those who really love that job scope & put their mind & soul into it (Maybe less then 50%).. I still got friends with passion in that course.. Lucky Ah Du found his way into Singing career, or he will be earning peanut under the hot Sun everyday haha..

  These is my personal opinionl of the construction industry.. So those inside, please buck up.. Safety is very important !!! Many of them have family to feed, don’t because you no choice but end up in that job & anyhow to your Job.. Initial planning is very important.. I know doing slow will lose money.. Then ask for extention & grace.. Safty more important.. I really don’t want to see any more death in construction site anymore.. Foreign workers work here not easy, no S’porean want to do those type of job & pay like peanuts (They have to feed their parent at their poor hometown).. So those bastard that complaining about their smell. Go Fuck spider.. You so good, go do their Job.. They are also humans too (",)