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  WaHhhh, its Monday again, I really hate it.. Have to come back for work for another 5 days.. What make it worst is the month of March no public holidays.. SianZzz.. I always can’t sleep on Sunday niteZzz, due to those short naps I took on Sunday.. As usual, I lay on the bed & my head start to spin & thinking of many things.. I turn on the radio & listen to Chen Weilian’s Album & all his songs really make me pounder more.. Why do people always think they are the one being hurt & never vice versa ? Issit really hard to say Sorry to some one? (I got this problem).. Is Loving & Hating someone so difficult ? Who I really want & Wat I didn’t notice? DamNnn Headache !!! Sometime Being someone like William Hung is nice.. Since he live in a life of his own, he is always happy.. Why must I think so much ? Alot of people dunno me, they think I’m have no worries, but i do pounder alot, just that i seldom show it, What for, make life more miserable..haha

  I think I’m a Lucky Boy..hehe.. I just won $40 from 4D cos I bought my I.C number and kanna 3rd prize on Sat & Sun.. Wow, 2 days in a row.. Why so little becos I bought I Bet and only $1..hehe.. Lady Luck really smiling on me.. Or it may be a gift from my New & Old Starlet.. haha. Btw, those who reading my blog & want to buy cars, remember to find me, I introduce you the right man, Uncle Ler.. Turf City carpark (Block A5) , say Ah Lee’s son intro one.. Tell your family members too.. Confirm Best price..

  I watched Star Idol on Sunday & Brian won, not because his acting is good, but becos he got the looks.. haha.. Looks really important in the media industry.. Those joining Talentine, Face reality, Look do count.. How many Average Joe or Plain Jane survive very long in that industry ? The world is Cruel, you might say, haha.. Leo was a better actor but he lost.. I think Alicia is cute, hope could meet someone like her or maybe her in the future.. But the stars should be Bian & Leo on that day, but Weilian out Shone them with his touching vocal & songs..

  Nothing much to say today, Its Monday, In school I don’t feel Mondays BlueZzz but when working for I.A, Its terrible.. KaoZzz !!! Really hate Mondays.. the start of a rotting week.. hehe

Quote of the Day:

A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out.

  I woke up damn early even though its a weekend.. Too excited to collect my new Car from the workshop.. I had to drive my old car to trade in.. When I started the engine, The song Wang Bu Liao (Cannot forget) came out from my radio.. As though the car was signalling to me not to leave him and forget him .. I feel a sudden sense of Sadness, cos this car is my first ever car, been with me for 2 years plus..  This Car have fetched so many of my friends before & gone through a few accidents and tough time together.. Really can’t bare to scrap it.. Sad.. Its like a family member to Me & part of my Life.

  On the otherhand, I was excited for my New Car, the feeling of me for today is ku xiao bu de (Cry & Laugh at the same time).. Damn ironic.. Then something beautiful happen, When I was driving my Old Starlet to trade in.. At a traffic Light, the light turn Red and I stopped my car, then I saw Big Brown Yellow leaves all of a sudden scatter infront of my car.. Its like snowing leaves, So beautiful, Maybe its the last gift my Starlet gave me before he leave.. Some may think I’m Crazy, but I truely have sentimental value towards this Car.. It fetched all my Love ones before & Fulfill its duty faithfully to Me..

  I went to sign all the tranfer fee & car insurance etc.. I am damn fortunate to own a car.. Thanks Dad & his friends for supporting us.. We waited until 6pm to collect our new starlet from the workshop at Paya Labar which my mum follow us.. I drove my mum in the new Starlet to my Uncles office and let them see the Car, they all teach me what to change & maintain.. Of course they are from my Mum’s side.. & 1 of my uncles just slot $100 to me, I reject it and force it in his pocket.. but he pretend to sit my car then I drove him home.. He then put the money in the car & walk off at the busstop where i cannot stop my car.. I’m very happy to have him as my uncle, not for the money but for the way he treat me & my family, he was really poor once but thanks god he work his way up, his life is damn tough yet he still so generous ..

  There a song that came to my mind.. It by Guang Liang.. Name: Tian Tang (Heaven).. This song which i heard while I drive my old starlet for the lasttime.. This is how its goes.. " I rather be a Simple man, because having you by myside is already consider staying in Heaven ".. You can have all the money in the world, but can you find true happiness ??? Unless you define it differently.. I truely lucky to have nice friends around Me, Family don’t need to say, Thanks

  To those who read my blog, Its may sound boring & stupid but all are from the bottom of my heart..

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  Wah.. Larry still angry with me for backing out of Zouk the very last minute.. Now I really dun like clubbing unless I know alot of people there.. People are wierd, they go clubbing & complain not fun.. Is five ten & drinking so Fun ??? Maybe once awhile, but not always.. I notice those clubbing people are those that have no family life.. Poor thing..& friendship there are only on the surface.. Rich bastard go there only haha.. Larry quit if you can, you got wonderful parents.. But going clubbing must make it fun.. It not the atmosphere that change a person but how to customise to the place <Change your mood b4 u enter a club>.. Dun go clubbing for the sake of going..

  Haha.. I think I make alot of ppl angry.. another person is someone who I nicely call to remind what to bring for ECA event and she F me for no reason, so I F her back for being so unresonable.. Now also ignore me hehe.. But Not my fault.. Nice people is always hard to be.. Like what I always say in the army, don’t take my kindness for granted !!! Really can’t predict a person mind, but i can know a person character by looking at him.. This one through experience..

  At last I saw my new Starlet, I was surprise with the outcome.. Its value for money ManZz.. Cos its my father friend who is the dealer.. Took if for a test run.. Its okay for the amount I pay..haha.. Can’t ask for more.. The Sporty body kid really make me look like an Ah Beng haha.. But I don’t mind.. hehe.. Got car better then nothing.. Going to sign the tranfer fee and pay for it later.. Left $100 in my bank hehe.. but I will save more..

  But I think Larry will cool off after sometime.. Maybe go with him to club during the school break when I finish my I.A. Find someone & settle down lar.. Then you will know wat family life is.. But never never find gals with attitude.. F them, so much nicer one out there.. Really want to go back schooling, I.A life so boring when you finish your project & report.. Daily routine is MSN, Blog, Read others Blog, Forum, Newspaper and Rot haha.. I love schooling, then I can drive my New Starlet.. Now my brother get to use it hehe.. My Dad damn funny, he say.. got new car sure can get new babes haha.. So easy good liao.. haha.. My benchmark so high.. Need 2 mth probation then can decide.. Who will be the lucky 1st gal I pick using the Car ??? Guess Guess Guess.. Hope is someone Nice

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Gou Yao Li Dong Bin, Bu Zhi Hao Ren Xin (",)

  930am, Prof came.. The eval is like my sup asking him about his NTU research etc.. I like extra down there.. Just talk about FYP, job prospect & some cok to gain points..hehe. I dunno how my Sup grade me, but since I never create trouble for him, shd be default B bah.. I ask the prof is IA grades taken away from honours & he say no.. just rumours.. SianZzz for some.. Some slack in the office doing nothing & got A, while some work like hell and sup say they work too slow & get C hehe.. Dunno What I will get..

  My Starlet not arriving today.. Alittle disappointed, but its okay since the repair man can service the car abit longer.. I don’t care what the car look like cos I happy with owning one.. Saturday I have to go down and sign the tranfers name papers.. DamNnn excited.. I ask them to build a CD player for me if they can find any one from scrap cars.. But I think got little chance.. Nothing much to say for today.. Cos Its another boring Day for me.. Mr Boring person hehe.. Continue Reading other people blog & MSN at work.. But got the hand of it liao.. Time passes faster doing this then doing nothing.. Rotting

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Yi Chun Guan Yin Yi Chun Jin, Jian Jin Nan Mai Chun Guan Yin (",)

  I was on the MSN when I got home. Finally, 2days w/o internet access at home. When chatting with Junhua, he suddenly pop me a wierd question. How to make friends? Of all people its him who ask.. & he is one of the highest profile person in EEE, haha. I really dunno how to answer him cos all my friends are suay yuan one. I’m someone who choose who to go out with & mix around (Trying to change).. Friends are usually known as associate to me, at every stage of life I meet new associate & only choose the honest one to keep as companion.. haha.Then he ask me, how to differentiate true friends. I only can say, when Shit happen to you then you know liao.. Now just expand your circle of friends.. You never know who will help you & give you opportunity to succeed in life.. Sometime your enemy maybe the one you can trust.. When come to working life, people tend to wear masks.. But to succeed in Life, just be true to yourself.. Cos the guilt when you do something harmful will always live on in you..

  But I’m really sorry to my buddies yesterday for not going Zouk.. Then they cancelled the trip.. Think that age & maturity is catching up.. When I’m in year1 or year2, I may go once a month. But now, maybe once in 6 mths.. Prefer family life.. What best is Baby Janelle came at around 1030pm last nite.. 5 days since I last saw her.. Growing bigger.. I truely love kids.. Rather have kids then have a car hehe.. But still have to search for the Miss Right.. I someone who is rather Shallow, this I strongly agree.. but changing bit by bit.. I go for look & end up choosing the wrong one.. My uncle influenced me, hehe, always told me to go for the Best haha.. But times change, when you are the best, most tend to yah yah but still got nice one like my sis-in-law.. She got the beauty, brain and nice character.. My brother always set good example for us haha.. My cousin who is a Prof told me never to choose someone from Engine haha.. I also dunno Why.. But engine limited choice, I also prefer business or HR side.. Those that can really bring themself up.. I may be rich & famous in the future and need someone beautiful to accompany me to Functions.. Dream On Lawson..Zzz

  Nothing is impossible if you work toward your dream.. Don’t dream & stop there.. Hack what people think & just follow your dream.. Fail liao, still can stand up.. Who never fail b4 ? Maybe rich bastard.. I always think that those look down on themself or the world (Sadist), Should either commit suicide or Die.. hehe.. Think positive, mum go through 9 month & hours of labour to bring you to this world.. & what you do.. complain & complain.. No money, Gals go for rich guys, foreign talent taking our job, why I so Stupid etc.. F Lar.. The world don’t owe us anything, we work hard for it.. World maybe getting Materialistic but who don’t want good life? Can’t blame Anyone.. Just do well yourself.. You can be a simple man with a normal job & happy family, or a complex CEO who due with company finances & no time for family.. Its one to decide.. For me is, Simple Man..  Blind man like my Grandpa & Chen Weilian dare to follow their dreams, why can’t us ? You can compare to the Rich to improve oneself by working harder.. And compare to the unfortunate to feel how fortunate you are.. Don’t always compare with other what the have & you don’t (& Ask for more).. Ren Bi Ren, Qi Si Ren !!!

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Zhi Yao Kong Fu Shen, Tie Bang Mo Chen Zhen

  Wow !!! Every nite b4 I sleep, I will reflect on alot of things. What I really want ? To be honest, I experience things which many people haven’t. Sometime i dream of striking Big Sweep and distribute $50K to each of all my 19 uncles & aunt frm my mum’s side cos they ar not very rich & repay my family & bro’s house, study loan etc.. KaoZzz I really think too much..

  Money !!! Who don’t want money.. haha. Some say cash is King to me Cash is something one should work hard for & not through dishonest meants. I once stayed in a 4000 sq ft 3 storys terrace for more then 10 years which reach price a peak of $2.85M before.. So I really dun need to stay big house anymore since I stayed b4. I sat Merc from Class 300 to 180 since I was born for 20 yrs, Enough of big continental Car. Went to Japan Disneyland,  Aust, Taiwan, China etc So can stop travelling but most forgotten since went there when I was 4 (10% airfare below 5yrs old)..

  All this are history,  from 1998 economic crisis & when people become desperate for money, many of them started lie & cheat my Father who work like hell since his childhood.. We have to start from $0 again.. But I didn’t mind since my parent taught us to be thrifty when we were young.. But through this incident, I beginning to think more about life & value what I have now. Trusting people is not easy especially close one. Have to know those evil things my dad’s side of family did etc..  My dad’s side all stay big private properties but who cares, cos I know how they get the money from. The most important thing is my father picked himself up & start working from scratch with some help frm his superb friends who I truely admire. Without them, my father won’t be starting up again. & thanks to those relative from my Mum’s side. Although most don’t earn much, they give their support in kinds. Thanks..

  I promise, one day I will reach the top & give them a comfortable life. I also want an understanding spouse which my elder bro have & set up a wonderful family like ours now.. I don’t mind being Single, cos finding the right one take time. Have gone through some relationship setback but its okay since I learn more.. Love expanding my social Life and Good thing need time to discover.. Young, I was impulsive, now still abit but in diminishing return haha.. God pls let me come into contact with someone both Beautiful in the Inside & Outside.. haha.. Abit hard to find this days due to the decline in birthrate, majority parents spoil their child, so to many little princess who can’t take hardship (like my dad’s side).  All f..king spoilt brad who want their father’s property even b4 they want to die. See also sianZz.. San liang bu zhen xia liang wai.. haha..

  Still waiting for my new Starlet. Dad told me its Silver in colour. People get to sit brand new car while i love my 20 yrs old Starlet hehe.. Self Satisfaction is more important then being jealous of what people have & you don’t.. We can have all the Money in the world, but True kinship & friendship cannot buy or use money to nurture.. Both all I have which many don’t.. Please be Jealous of me haha.. Dun have Money or luxuries people can be jealous of except Good Family & Friends.. haha.. Thanks

Quote of the Day:

Ri Qiu Jian Ren Xin, Lu Yao Zhi Ma Li (",)

  I didn’t sleep well the nite b4.. Was sleeping in my sis room since she is in Malaysia for 5 days & my bro use my room to study. The bed was damn soft.. KaoZz.. My handphone alarm sounded at 6.30am as usual. I snooze it for 4 time b4 I finally woke up.. When I bathe finish, I realise my mum is not in the kitchen so I went to their room & see.. They were still sleeping (Father switch off his alarm).. I switch on the light and they started to shout at me for not waking them up. It was 725am already. Work start at 8pm.. Hack lar, Only I.A late also like that.. I prepare for them their breakfast while they went to bathe..

  The worst thing happen on the previous day, the person incharge of I.T in my office disconnect my internet access cos I was using MSN (Switch off when I was in NTU doing wafer or twanging haha).. I really want to F him.. I speak all his penis words loudly to irritate him.. No offence to I.T people.. But I find IT ppl egolistic Shit.. They think they handling people like computer, what they want they got.. F them man, ask them to be realistic.. Always complaining they know everything and their pay damn low.. Is that they selfish and don’t want to teach.. The company duneed you.. So many IT ppl looking for Job outside.

  Then I went home and my Com got problem, spend 4 hours fixing it but the internet access port couldn’t work… DamNnn Du Lang.. My father’s IT engine frm his office say my harddrive is corrupted only way is to reformat.. KaoZz then all my songs and my bro reports and photo all will be gone.. So we just don’t use the internet.. Life without the Net Sux.. Admit I’m a MSN addict..haha

  Then when I went back to office 30min Late, my boring life start, Use photoshop to edit all my SEM pictures into my report.. ArgHhh.. Haha, luckily i got back my internet access, I think the IT man suddenly got back his sense or I will sure F him today, Early morning F ppl.. Shiok.. hehe

I Love confrontation, I someone who never say die when come to confrontation.. Its inborn in me, even my fortune teller also say that.. Natural Leader.. When I’m nice, I super Nice.. When I bad, I want u to Die ..hehe !!!

  Still thinking of my New Starlet, Never see it b4, even my dad also haven’t see it.. Dunno It will be the Turbo or Normal type haha.. But confirm a 1986 model which is 20 years old finally this car is younger then me then my previous car haha.. I really Love my dad, he really do thing for his children sake.. Love you Dad.. Promise to work hard and give you a comfortable life nexttime

Quote of the Day:

Success is not measured by the amount of Riches one have (",)

Arghhh… Feeling bored in Office after I finished my Report, so I start my first Blog. I have never written a Diary before so I really dunno how to start off. Well.. Friday, shd be one of the happiest day of the week cos it going to be weekend. I woke up in the morning & dun feel like coming to work so I held my HP and wanted to sms my Sup & say I’m sick.. But after thinking how kind my sup treat me & have been taking off for almost every week, I decided to hack it and come for work. First think that come to my mind was Toyota Yaris and Vios. Went to search for it on the net. Wow !!! Damn Expensive, dunno when then I can get one. Sad.. Add up everything & it can cost me $800++ a mth. KaoZzz.. Then I went to search for 2nd Hand Car.. abit more reasonable for me but hack lar.. Public transport cheaper.. Then I recieve an email from Prof Ho, cos I was seeking her advice on which courses to take for my final year and the career path I really one.. Then she reply me:

Work with integrity and always be responsible. You are young, time is on your side. Whether you are successful or not is measured by yourself not by others. Be useful to society – that is one measure of success. No matter what do as long as you are not stealing, lying and cheating to get it done then you should be proud of your work and yourself. Only you yourself truly knows how you achieve the success. Be nice to people and respect them.
Regards,
Ho DJ

Then I started to tell her what my family have gone through etc. And she replied:

There is no shame in being poor as long as one doesn’t cheat anyone. You are right – having a good family and friends are more important than money. Having a warm family gives a person the love and security to allow him to face adversity in life. You can always work hard to earn more money but real friends cannot be bought. Money cannot talk to you and money cannot move so one can be lonely if all one has is money.
Work hard and think positive.

Remember that nothing lasts forever so the hardship that you are going through now is only temporary. After a few years of hard work by you and your family I am sure you all will be in a better position.

She is my 1st yr Electronic Prof, I truely admire her. I like her style of teaching and the way she teach me how to manage my university life and not afraid of challenges from the strong competitior as they are the one that makes one stronger.

Tonight I’m going to one of my Buddy home,Larry Khoo. Going to borrow some KTV discs for my Ah Gong 80th Birthday Function. I promise my uncle that I will buy the cake for my Ah Gong and that is my gift as a grandson. Although my mum side are not very well off, they are all humble people and I really enjoy whenever we gather. We talk openly and have nothing to hide. Btw, its a big family, my mum is the elders and she have 18 siblings and all are marry, 50 grandchildrens that wat my Ah Gong have and 4 great ones..haha.. Amazing !!!
Want to be like my Ah Gong, have many kids and give them right moral values.
Hope today I can beat Larry Khoo in Winning 11, Many mths since we last played.. He always trashed me.. So sad. Will jio Yuan Hao, my 11 yrs buddy to join us too..haha… End up we never get to Larry House but went to SunTec IT roadshow to see Chiobu.. I like the Canon Camera Promoter.. DamNnn Chio.. WooHoo !!!

I Love my Friday.. Can Drive my Starlet again.. Been 2 weeks since I drove my beloved Starlet.. Old but Reliable. Miss it already.

Quote of the Day:
Work hard and think positive.