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  Wah, i promise myself to write 1 blog per week, however something interesting happen on Sat niteZzz..  Wow it will be the topic of this year in my Life.. haha…

  But I firstly have to thank those people that make Friday Soccer game a success.. 26 people turn up, from NUS, Working life & NTU.. Wow !!! I’m sure everyone enjoyed the game.. We played from 530pm all the way to 9pm.. Body wobbling by then.. Thanks Guys.. Next time want somemore just ask me.. Its good for releasing Stress..

  Oh yah.. Friday went to Larry house to play game and chat, after soccer in school.. We were there still 5am.. Shiok.. haha.. Talk to some gals using Yuanhao MSN and post weird question.. Disturbing & amusing them with words.. haha.. As usual we played our game of winning 11.. Thanks Hao for driving, I was too tired that day so I told him to fetch me and left my Starlet at home..

  Saturday was Good !!! haha.. It was my 1st time I drove my Starlet to my grandma house with my Bro as all my other family members had to attend a dinner.. The buffet was so-so and since no common topic, so i left early with my bro and fetches him home.. By the way my Grandma stay in the North East of Singapore.. Damn Far.. Then have to travel to the west to bring my bro home.. I went to City area to meet my buddies for pool at parklane.. We played about an hour and it was 12am already.. We decided to go to the East for Supper at Bedok.. So we ask Tee Rong along as she was at her friends place.. Kao When we call her, she was playing mahjong and kanna Zha Hu..

  The place was damn Wu Lu and its our 1st time to the east.. !st time in my life, I travel North South East West of S’pore withing a day.. When we reach, we went to a nearby coffee shop to watch soccer cos she got one more round to play.. & we watched Man U match.. Yes 1-1.. haha.. Then she came down to meet us after her game with a chicken Wing.. She said its a Forfeit for Zha Hu.. & her friends say if she never eat it, she will be curse.. KaoZz, We decided to throw away.. But the curse really happen.. I left my keys in the car and locked ourselve outside.. Lucky we found a small gap at one side of the window.. We even asked 2 Malay passerby to help us.. We borrow hanger to try to unhook the lock (Went everywhere to search for one).. Then we were brainstorming for ideas.. The Malays asked us where we were from.. We say West then they say u all something wrong (Crazy), go all the way to the East for supper.. haha (We say the food was NiCe).. We were desperate to open the door.. We even try to wind the window down by hooking on the window pully but it was wrong direction.. You should see the intense look on all our faces.. We tried using keys at 1st to unlock the car door.. but it doesn’t work.. It was pass 1 hour and we were still struggling.. I insist on not calling my parents for spare key cos we were in the Far East.. Yuanhao could be a professional car thief.. He good with hooking the lock but to no avail as the lock was too tight.. The Malays lend us torch, I thought they were Porfessional but I was wrong but at least they stay with us throughout.. haha.. Thanks Guys.. We were crazy enough to go all the way to Far East of S’pore for supper and we locked ourselves out.. Rubbish Really do happened.. Then I took a bunch of Larry’s house key to try & What a relieve.. I was the Devil and the Hero of the day.. The door manage to unlock.. Heng ManZzz.. 1hr 30min, We were all sweating… Then We went to Bedok 85 market for the famous Bak Chor Mee to reward ourselve and joke all the way to 5am.. The I send Tee Tong home.. Damn Far.. Tampinese.. Either she was the Jink or we were.. Or We "Ba Ci Bu He".. Wah Suay.. haha.. But it will be a fond memory.. Or that day won’t be so Exciting.. haha.. How, we as a group brainstorm for new ideas to unlock the car, Joke as we unlock, how Crazy we all could be & the funny things the Malays said to us haha.. Lucky We never say we from NTU.. Malu ManZzz !!! When we return to the West, we took a wrong turn and end up at kaki bukit.. haha.. But it was fun after all.. I slept at 6am that Day… My Night become day, vice versa.. What an interesting Start to my Recess Week.. Lazy to start revising.. haha.. But the Bak Chor Mee is Nice.. $2 only,, Cheap Cheap & Shiok.. I love my beloved Starlet & appreciate the friends and buddies I got.. Thanks (",)

   It was a so so Week.. Nothing exciting nor happening.. Just the usual tutorial & lectures lessons.. Played badminton for the 1st time since after I move house which is 7 years ago.. I remember I love playing badminton with my little brother when we were staying in our terrace house.. We will play at the carpark and garden, since we stay at the corner terrace, the garden was about 2 badminton size (With papaya, mango, grava, rambutant, coconut trees even got one swing, can ask Yuanhao) and the carpark about 1 badminton court size.. I love my old house.. Can park a maximum of 5 cars when we have our open house every chinese new year.. Everytime when i woke up to use the toilet now.. Then the whole family was rushing to use the 2 toilets, my sis, my parent, my bro all rushing for work.. I think back about my old house where there were total of 4 toilets.. and 2 with bathtub somemore (The toilet were all our rooms).. Coolz !!! When i was young i like to soak myself in the bath tub..Think of it.. Everything is gone.. I have to work hard.. And maybe 1 day I could buy back that house that brought back alot of sentimental values.. But its okay.. Self satifaction is wat make one happy.. Frankly I have never sit a Asian Car until when I was in Army.. My Father that time only believe in Continental Car due to the safety values.. However the 1st Car I drive is a 1978 model Starlet.. haha.. My parents worked very hard in the past.. And when you are rich, people tend to get Jealous & then bad things happen.. Aiya, honestly, money brings nothing but trouble.. Why are people always Jealous ??? I always told my Siblings that Jealously kills..

  Another thing I want to say is.. What a Year I got ??? Why all my projects member are mostly girls??? haha.. I never know so many new gals in 1 year… But Nah.. No feeling.. Dunno lar.. Maybe not ready to fall in Love yet.. Still prefer doing wateva I like and whenever I like.. Attach also can but I think now still not the time.. My friend Ryan one day on MSN ask me a funny question.. Why am I not looking for a galfriend.. My answer was, I want, but no one wants me haha.. I’m not an Angel ,currently still a Devil hehe.. While fetching Jean to NUS.. she also post me the same question.. I just say I’m not ready.. Mentally & Financially.. Jean also say she decided to remain Single all her life.. Wasted for a Gal of her caliber.. I scolded her haha.. That why S’pore baby population so little and more foreigners come in.. But I believe that she is only 19 & take her time to realise what she wants.. One Day Tee Rong ask me to define the gal I want… I told her those with X factors.. She ask me to define.. I told her that X factor only the person himself knows when he see one and cannot define one.. Alot of gal told me that their citeral for guys also very high… So I always joke with them.. Next time SDU only match a couple by matching their citeral lists haha.. It ok to choose, but take so long until when u pass the reproduction stage.. Having babies and kids are fun.. Teaches you to be more responsible.. You have a Choice to Choose.. haha.. I still go for gals with look but don’t focus so much on it already.. As I grew older and listening to advices from my relative, I think inner beauty is the thing that keep a relationship strong.. Look only can last awhile if the opposite person doesn’t compromise.. Nobody is Perfect in the World.. I always answer to Yuanhao question when he say i don’t have the looks to choose.. I always reply him with full confident that I can give the Person the Best I can offer so I only choose the right person to enjoy the Best from me.. 

  Later got soccer until 9pm at NIE.. I’m the one that was asked to organise again haha.. But its okay.. As long as the crowd is happy, I’m happy.. Why bother.. Now is year 4, Don’t enjoy schooling life , another few more months its transition stage to working life.. So better enjoy now then regret later.. Cheers (",)

LEO MAN

He likes to comb his hair backward, open his forehead showing a dignify   facial __expression. His eyes is sparkle, but slightly showing laziness.  He   walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud. Outside,  you   may think he is kind and gentle person, but inside he is a strong and   secure   person. If he is frighten, he will re-act and respond right away. His  words   always seem normal but mostly imply "order and demanding". He will not  talk   fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast. In a crowd or at work he   will   act normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd   and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.      You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power   over   his family and his friends. He just waits for that right moment. Do not   take   what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce lion. He   respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a   looser for he will rather die than loose his dignity.      He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing.  He   is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side.  He   likes people to listen to him. Even he has such a blunt and bold   personality, he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.      

Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a rainy   storm on a summer day. It will only last a short time, then he will be  back   a cheery merry person again. He is a bright and witty guy, and he will  not   put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste  his   energy. He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned. When  he   gives order, he expect them to be carry out exactly. He is the leader  type   that the followers love.      He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well,   except his own mess. He can be easily hurt by other people especially if   you   do not trust or respect his ability. You could compliment him sometimes  and   make this lion be your kitty with no difficulty. He is not a good judge  for   he listen to many people and tend to belief all sides.      

You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side. If you see him   alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just broken up   with   one. Because he is very proud, he can change many girl friends. He will  do   many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one of   them.   Leo man can not live without love , because for him Love is a ray of  Light.    

He likes people to rely on him, it’s make him feels "in power". He may   complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that you   asked him. If you offer to help him , he will refuse you right away.      When he is broke , he can find money still. He is not careful with his  way   of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to buy what he   likes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has  no   money, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you. He likes first   class , first quality of everything.      He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy   sleepy cat. When he works, he is very serious. When he parties, he can be  a   party animal. If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.      He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him,   you will win. If he is your love one, it won’t be a romance novel. You  have   to be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters because   your cool stability will control and ease his mood. If you can not handle   or   understand him, your relationship will be like a demolition zone, a on  and   off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your breaking  up   and making up.      

Beauty is always in the eyes of the lion. You have to be dignify to walk   with the lion king. Your looks is part of his image and ego and he is  very   proud about it too. If you want his attention the first time you meet,  you   better be astounding attractive. If you have a first conversation with  him,   you have to show him how much you adore his thinking. He likes to talk  and   not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.   

A Super Meaningful song send to me from Shuqiang 3 years ago..

Don’t Rush in finding the RIGHT Person of your Life.. (Listen to it 10 times)

KaoZzz !!! I so long don’t have the falling in Love feeling  (2yrs++)

Rather expand my social circle now.. Schooling is the best time to know more people (Especially Female if you are form Engineering).. Once working, then you know.. Haha (",)

对的人

作詞：姚謙　作曲：Keith Stuart 
編曲：Keith Stuart　演唱：戴愛玲/本多Ruru 

你問在我心中　是否還苦惱　那次受傷　否決了愛的好 
謝謝你的關照　我一切都好　一個人　不算困擾 
愛雖然很美妙　卻不能為了寂寞　又陷了泥沼 

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要 
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱 
我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現　在眼角 

那次流過的淚　讓我學習到　如何祝福　如何轉身不要 
在眼淚體會到　與自己眯瞗@愛不是一種需要　是一種對照 
愛雖然很美妙　卻不能為了寂寞　又陷了泥沼 

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要 
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱 
我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現 

誰願意為了一份愛付出去多少　然後得到多少並不計較 
當我想清楚了時候　我就算已經準備好 
放手去愛　海闊天高 oh~~ya~~ 

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要 
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱 
我相信這世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現 

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要 
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱 
我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現

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  I going to have 1 week break from FYP.. Researcher Edwin is going to Greece, since his journal paper had been accepted.. CoolZzz.. Wish you all the Best !!! He just want me to practise the manual timing speed which is nearly impossible to master.. haha.. I have a great day in School beside those HRM disussion.. I read from Xiaojing’s blog that say that there is always one whis is so frank of going home and sleep.. Thats me !!! I find HRM discussion a waste of time.. 1stly they all look at one another & I will be the one to start.. Of course I also want to initiate when to end also.. I’ve been school since 830am to 930am, not resting but doing FYP.. Its a tiring process… To me, I prefer efficiency, I hate waiting and delays.. Although I’m usually late.. Ironic Right !!! But I’m late but efficient, Early & staring at each other discussing other things is not very productive.. haha..

  This week I did a few new things manZzz.. 1st i help my buddy to fetch his so call interest to school on Wed at 8am.. Hey, she is nice, don’t shy, later she fall for me how ??? haha… But Kanna Traffic Jam that day.. Luckily they were only late for at most 10mins.. 2ndly I ask my freshie for dinner at the new Hall 13.. So-So only.. My mum cooks better.. but we chat alot, teach them how to get A and do well in NBS.. Its all about socialising skills.. Its no more JC days.. Now Prof play a important factor when determine your A during presentation.. NBS will get more political as you work year increase.. That is Business.. HRM skill is a need.. My defination of HRM is (Hardwork, Reality, Management).. As well as the explodsion of my Machine (New Right) haha.. Friday, I went to Canteen 5 for lunch with Hao & Daphne for the 1st time in 4 yrs (Never know Can 5 exist, but the food is not bad, Hot plate stingray is good).. As usual hao treated us again.. I want to pay but he always refuse.. Hey ManZzz.. Give me a chance.. I’m not Poor !!! haha.. Nevermind I will treat your interest better.. And for the 1st time in dunno how many week, I get to go home at 230pm and sleep.. but that friday I did HRM to 430am in the morning, Reading BOS & doing powerpoint..

  There is one more thing which is quite interesting.. I went back lab for some meeting with Edwin and the rest of the FYP students before he flies off.. haha.. Before he came, I was talking abt my mishap and HRM experience to them.. Talk too loud, then the other researcher told us to lower our volume.. I click basically with anyone..haha.. Then i went to my com, I saw a gal walking into the room of my machine.. Then I went in to see if she is pretty.. What i found was more gals in face mask repairing my machine.. Then I asked Edwin what happen to my machine and why so many pretty gals inside.. Edwin took out his phone and ask the researcher incharge of the gals to intro to me.. haha.. We always disturb one another.. or just 1 sided.. These Gals are form NUS Engine and some are not Bad (Wasted, they were busy looking at their wafer sample.. Nexttime lar Lawson).. Then Edwin intro me her ex FYP student who is doing her post grad now.. And I told her to help and teach me for the future.. Duo Duo Zi Jiao !!! Actually out of every Shitty things that happen, just remember the happier moment and Life will be better.. Cos Shit always happen when u least expected.. Just have Fun, before woring life really happen.. back to tutorials and lecture notes liao.. Cya (",)   

  Didn’t know time flies so fast, its already week 4 of school, my tutorials are all piling up higher and higher.. I still haven’t take time to study Failure and Reliablity module which I don;t understand the most as I’m weak in Statistic… ArgHhhh !!! What the hell am I’m doing, why so slow ??? My FYP got a long awaited break since Tuesday, I have nothing to do for FYP.. That my only compliment but I dunno where all my time goes to.. KaoZzz.. Saturday, I’m surpose to study, but was down with a Stupid Flu.. I rest more then I work.. Only manage to do 1 week 3 tutorial..

  This week is a week of Flirts, every night i will flirt with different new friends on MSN.. Now i know where my time all goes too.. haha.. BTW flirting doesn’t mean interested in the opposite party.. Its just having Fun chatting & talking abt funny things to release stress etc.. I’m a Leo, and flirting is what i do best haha.. Its a way of knowing more friend too, especially of the opposite sex.. I’m still enjoy my life as a Single.. haha.. Trying to expand the my social circles as big as possible.. To me, I very different from all my friends, I love to choose courses, class, projects, eca where i dunno anyone inside.. Weird Right.. No lah.. Like that then I can be myself and create my spark and charisma.. The bad thing is very difficult to find makan kakis because most of them got their own close grp of friends.. But to me I don’t mind.. Always in canteen, i walk around sure got friends i know, so join them, but i prefer to eat alone sometime.. When a Leo is resting, he really need a peace of mind.. I’m alway poundering & reflecting things i do in the day…

  I’m really getting sick and tired of HRM.. Its not because of Michael Heng, its becos of my members.. They are all nice people but when they do thing, they scare this scare that.. KaoZzz.. Always thinking what is Michael Heng thinking.. The Brain is his.. I don’t scare.. Everytime group discussion, I have to start the ball rolling and even keep it rolling or the meeting will not end.. Headache.. till late at night.. I think they have to join ECA and start to learn to voice out their ideas… They say i creative and innovative with ideas.. Its not me.. its because i want to end the thing early.. I always told them that when you put ur mind to something, sure can overcome the problem… Then they decide to email Mr Heng regarding the company we chosen can use or not.. His reply was that why we always want him to spoon feed.. Mr Heng, I dunno what type of person u are.. I believe that using the mouth to find direction better then to get lost in the middle of your favourite Blue Ocean.. I dun want to spend so much F**king time on HRM which dun really contribute to my Job Prospect.. I know I’m Good and So just let me get over with HRM.. I even send Mr Heng a personal email.. Details are secret, its personal opinion, its not scolding him, its more on S’pore politics..

  I’m feeling very terrible now, due to the stupid flu.. Tired and shag.. just finish half a tutorial at 2am.. KaoZzz.. With answer to guide me somemore.. Like that how to learn much.. SianZzz.. My friend Chang Quan say he can recommend me to chartersemicon after i grad.. Under F.A department.. CoolZzz.. Starting pay is $2.8K/mth.. Thanks Manz… I believe in mixing with the right people.. Never write a person off before knowing the person, I never hate Michael heng and even find his lecture and tutorial interesting.. Face it.. Everyone is wearing a Mask, whether for the good or the bad.. We all dunno.. When having fun all are superb friends.. When you in deep shit.. Maybe a handful will help.. So just expand you social circle.. No Harm.. And Flirting is Free.. haha..

  I currently very disappointed with those club that ask for donation.. Let take the youth challenge.. It has 1 director, 1 perm staff and 2 intern.. It draws in $400K of donation a year.. The staff earn $1.5K’mth, intern $350/mth.. The Director earn $13k a mth.. Within one year, he earn $156,000 which is close to half the donation.. That why he quit as a Policeman and set up the youth challenge.. Rubbish !!! He only control 3 staff and he expect to earn so much ??? His face look like the peeping tom of NTU.. Pervert Face… This type of people should live in the 18 level of hell.. But to be honest, which organisation is nor corrupted ??? Maybe its just not obvious.. How could there be transparency in this modern society ??? Once it occur, everything will be chaotic.. If S’porean don’t buck up now, Foreign talent will take over us.. Like What Steve Chia say.. Why should they enjoy the fruits our forefather grow for us and the security our young service man provide with contributing anything and even gain more then us S’porean.. Thinks about it.. What is S’porean facing now ??? Cheers (",)

  This week was a hell week for me.. So damn busy.. Was in school like 8am to 7pm daily.. Doing FYP & going for HRM discussion & lessons.. Its was no break throughout.. I can assure you that.. I haven’t got time to really sit down and do or absorb my tutorials.. I Promise myself to read through the lectures notes as well as finish tutorial 1 & 2 for all my modules.. hehe.. Hope I don’t break them.. My FYP was doing with growing of diamond like carbon Film on Silicon.. First the process was super long (least 2 hours), 2nd the room was damn cold to prevent condensation of vapour.. Really hope my FYP got A for all the effort I put in.. I’m the Slave of my FYP researcher, thats what he call me.. But he also quite poor thing.. Got 3 FYP projects under him, so he stay more hours in Lab then me.. Sometime to 10am.. I’m not going for Master or PHD already.. Its like underpaid University researcher.. hehe..

  Wow !!! Many say my blog got alot of hit but I also dunno how many.. No Hit count.. But blog should be personal.. haha.. Oh ya, 1 day my Sup met us for some chit chat session, he is the Vice Dean of EEE, Prof Tay.. He kept encouraging us to do our Master & PHD, as usual, I post him alot of question regarding how local feel taking up Post Grad.. Money, Jobs, Setting up family issues etc.. We are not Foreign talent who don’t mind sacrificing their time, since they have to be bonded here 7 years.. We got to repay our loan, set up a family, spend quality time with them etc.. Where got time for further studies, unless i want to be Single all my life.. He told me that local trained Postgrads are for the global market and they don’t want local trained PHD to continue as lecturer in local contact and aim globally.. KaoZzz.. Means have to leave our family behind, especially our old age parents & move outside our comfort zone S’pore.. Is this Filial even though technology is so advance.. Why do we welcome so many foreign talent when the pool of local talent is growing.. What is the Govt thinking.. They send their Children oversea and migrate there because they got the money.. How about those low income household in Singapore.. During the NAtional Rally, PM Lee even cited his family as example of a proud S’porean Family.. Hey !!! The different between his family and us is thousand of Millon of dollar.. If I got the money, I also don’t mind staying in S’pore.. PM Lee told us to go oversea and work and then come back.. He think so easy.. Once your family settle oversea, education all set up, who want to bother to come back (Time, effort & money) ??? You force us to go & want us to come back.. Our life control by who ???

  Another thing is S’pore Idol.. Who do the judges think they are, comdemning S’porean by saying they vote the wrong person.. During election, we got a choice, but most vote for the parties due to image and brand loyalty.. Give those Singers a chance, they work hard and the 4 judges picked them out of few thousand people in the first place.. & condemn them on stage.. What the problem with you 4 ??? Wat if your Son or Daughter on stage (2 judges are single) ??? Spare a thought to others, and they join for Fame & not Shame.. Their Supporters got the money, so let them get in & tame your comments.. You 4 like to complain so much, why don’t complain about living standard in S’pore on national TV (Or maybe your pay cheque damn much already).. I think Fann Wong did a great Job on BBC.. She said Singapore is not perfect & you know it when you stayed in it.. Well Done !!!

  I hate the peeping tom of Sport Club so much becos of his moral values.. Do it and still want to prove his innocence.. I got my mother, my sis, my sis in law & my niece etc.. So I know the feeling of not protecting them.. I really hate perverts.. Want to satisfy yourselves.. Just go Geylang and pay abit.. Don’t harm the innocence.. Worst thing is the peeping tom really got an Ah beng face and dress like one.. Somemore wear a Cross on his neck.. Any God won’t forgive someone who did something wrong and still try to prove his innocence.. You are F**King GUILTY !!!

  On Yah.. I went with my family for dinner, my brother treat.. After that, we went to IMM to shop.. When I was walking in IMM alone and Diaso, it brought back fond memories.. Remember during JC 1 when i and 3 friends work as the only 4 male cashiers in IMM.. haha.. Although it was $5/hr, it was great fun, we met alot of friends & we even got praise for our efforts (Always told us to dapao lunch for them from jurong east).. We don’t mind working Long hours, that time there were no price scanner, all were code key.. hehe.. We have to clear the queue super fast (Damn Long).. So we memorise all the item code.. coolZzz.. I also work in Diaso for 1 day before and quit.. I still see the handsome manager there.. I admire the Japanese, they work super hard.. I remember during morning rolecall and lunch break gathering, we got to form circle and cheer & shout for 10 mins.. I find it stupid & Lame so I joke and smile.. Kanna Scolding from the manager.. haha.. I remember he told us to say the aim of the day, everyone say they want to do their best etc.. My aim was to end job exactly at 6pm.. haha.. I always dare to voice out what i want to say.. But lucky really end at 6pm then I quit.. Can’t stand Japanese Culture (Too inflexible).. I work hard but not as hard as the Japanese Work.. I really give them 100% respect.. Salute.. I also work in baystreet21 and Yunan Restaurant in IMM for quite awhile.. haha.. I work since the age of 15 years old.. So I’m expose to many working culture.. HRM is nothing to me.. NAtural Leader.. But HRM I prefer to follow, let the other guys lead, end up majority still listen to me.. Cos most are as slack as me.. And Who is Michael Heng to Me ??? Unless he give me $1M then I respect him and call him Mr Heng or I will only call him Michael by name in Class.. I never call anyone "Boss" in my entire life… Maybe Sir.. I think by calling someone "Boss" is like carrying balls.. My bosses are my parents.. So don’t expect me to call you boss eventhough your position is higher then me in the future.. And please don’t call me boss as well.. I prefer respect from the heart and not the mouth.. Cheers (",) 

  This is my 1st time standing infront of 1000++ audience.. To be honest I got stage fright since I was in Primany school.. My FOC Camp sabo me to play games with Taiwan Idol Pan Wei Po.. Wow !!! What make it worst is the host kept mentioning my name and calling it and comment on it.. I was the only contestant that they know, DJ Liyi mention my name before the concert and calling me out, how could she remember my name & not the rest of the contestants, only guy out of the 5 contestants.. Super shy.. My eyes do not dare to face the audience, trying to act brave but my legs were shivering.. haha.. Somemore the game was within 30sec must sing as many song of his as possible.. Kao !!! He wanted me to go 1st.. I request to go last.. I did not bad by singing 6 songs.. I memorise the songs the first 4 contestants sing.. haha.. And I heard thunderous applause for my consider not bad effort.. haha.. Not bad.. He give me extra 10 sec to sing 4 more songs to win but too bad i dunno even when my freshies were shouting the songs.. But he came to give me a Guy hand shake and a hug.. Alot of gals must be damn jealous.. I passed the Autograph Poster to one of my female freshies.. The concert was not the most embarrassing moment.. Wat come next was worst.. the Karma return.. hehe

  We went to Jurong Extention for supper.. around 30 of us with the seniors.. Then the Gal which was rumour that i like was with us.. KaoZzz.. I was the topic of the whole supper.. They tease like nobody business.. As you know I was a shy guy haha.. Wah !!! I was the joke of the day.. I think the whole committee know about the rumour even my freshies.. Damn Paiseh.. Even the gal involved who dunno anything at 1st know liao.. I’m alright, but i scare they make the gal akward and embarrass.. Really want to say sorry to her but no chance.. Try diverting attention but no use.. they were chanting my name and the whole hawker was looking at us.. I think alot of ppl will name their future kids Lawson .. So unique and popular.. Even the DJ LiYi comment on wat a beautiful name I have & he got a friend during JC day who name Lawson and damn handsome haha.. But I think from SA camp to FOC to the 1st 2 weeks of sch was the best few days of my Life.. Really enjoyed everything.. Leo finally have his favourite lifestyle back after I.A.. Full of fire !!! Superb ..

  By the way, alot of people have been spreading my blog around and asking me to write more about my personal complains in life and the perception of reality.. But currently I’m just having Fun & the last few weeks are the best Birthday gift I recieved for my 25 years of my Life.. Its better then a birthday party.. Thanks everyone to make my days full of excitement.. & pls let the rumour gal away, its unfair to her.. My skin so thick, I dun mind u all disturb me.. but Shy lar when u all disturb her.. Rumour are not always true !!! Keep Guessing.. L & L stands for Lawson & Lee.. My name is Lawson Lee Cheow Keng.. Cheers (",)

  Just recieved my Marketing result.. B-.. Super happy, thought i will flunk since i never study for it while enjoying my FOC camp.. But thanks to my project mates, we fare superbly for our presentation which hold 40% of the grade..

  I recieved a sms from my FYP tutor this morning.. He said, "Go search for all the paper by John Robertion & A.C Ferrari. Anything on tac DLC ac Carbon. I expect no less then 50 references.." After reading, i completely feel sian, but at the same time, i appreciate that i got such a good tutor that expect so much from me to make me improve.. I finally finish writing 1 page of my introduction by doing some cut and paste from 10 references.. Now you know, year 4 is not a year for relaxation.. Its for FYP..

  Today HRM lecture was like Palsa Malam.. Michael Heng told the class rep to mark attendance for their individual tutorial group which we never been to before.. Everyone was shouting, using the mic to speak & super chaotic.. He was just sitting oneside laughing at how idiot NTU student can be.. I was sitting there joking with my friend as i see how jokers move around shouting and acting stupid.. If I’m the rep, i will email to get the people to sign the attendance sheet b4 the lecture(I told my friend beside me before Michael Heng told the lec grp what he will do).. Lucky I’m in grp 4, 1st tutorial is act as critic (Wat I do Best).. KaoZz that heng copied my idea.. Only Xiao Chong Ming people can think of such lazy and efficient idea.. haha.. Buay Hiao Bai Lawson.. But true..

  Went for Lee Sheng Jie concert Yesterday.. Its was Full house.. Wah the greatest concert in my 4 years.. Sat together with freshies and programmers.. haha.. It was like a great KTV session & Shenjie was superb.. Funny with his joke.. The Evil me combine with programmers and some freshies.. Sabo Daphne my freshie to stage to play games with Shengjie.. Sha Mei is always Sha Mei.. No one will be as blur as her.. Super Naive & Gullible.. Wah they at 1st want to sabo me, lucky shengjie ask for female so they divert their calling to Sha Mei.. Heng ManZzz !!! Pan Wei Po if I go sure kanna Sabo one.. Worst is that i dunno any songs sang by him.. I want to go but i only got 4 tickets and I giving all to my freshies since they never queue and don’t have the tickets.. I’m NTU number 1 nicest guy leh..

  Every blog i will say some of my personal perception.. NTU ranking drop about 30 places worldwide.. From 48 to 70++.. And wat my freshies told me is that the intake is so big.. Any grades also they accept.. My friend Jackson told me that his friend who fail 2 A’level modules can even enter civil engineering.. F==k up.. Degree are worthless now.. Lucky its 4 yrs later.. Our batch still safe.. Told you that Dr Su just want to earn profit by setting up more school and offering more General Degree, somemore 4 yrs course.. Rubbish.. Lucky I left 1 more year to go.. Enjoy the 2 weeks of school with friends & freshies.. Heard Jeremy will join back Art from the Heart as Chairperson.. He is a nice person.. Wish him all the Best.. Need help just find me.. Sunday will be my 25th Bday.. Getting old.. Feel like being a freshies all my life and turn back the clock and prevent those stupid mistakes and things I did..hehe.. When I see my Degree Audi.. Kao my Year 1 and Year 2’s 1st Sem results was like shit.. I reflected and I know why liao.. Play lar.. But no regrets lar.. Since i pick up after that.. Love my life.. I remember yr 1 when 1 of my friend told me that why people so fast think of settling down as soon as they get attach??? haha.. Beware of those that ask this question.. Their relationship seldom last (Maybe they just need a companion for fun and show) & proven… My 25 yrs old wish is Secret (Regarding studies, wishes cannot say or won’t come true).. Wish myself a Happy 25th Birthday !!! Cheers (",)